𝑺𝒉𝒖𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒊'𝒔 𝑴𝒚𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝑰𝒍𝒍𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 (Pregame AU)

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Ouma POV:

"SHUICHI" I yelled

He shot himself and blood was running on the floor and Mike took his gun out and shot Dave's leg and I was crying into tears, Shuichi k!lled himself for me and nobody came right in time

I heard police siren they came late and Mike untied me and I ran up to Shuichi's body I pulled him close to me as I cried but his eyes were open as he looked at me and smiled

"SHUICHI I CAN'T LOSE YOU" I yelled putting him on my chest

Kirigi came and there was an ambulance coming on there way but it wouldn't come on time so I demand Mike to rush us to the hospital as quick as possible

He nodded and he quickly drove us as Kirigi came right behind us and after getting there on time Mike quickly asked the doctors about everything

They took Shuichi and took him to the emegrency room and I was there tears flowing through my cheeks as I just sat there, Mike called Maki and Kaito ran up to me

"KOKICHI" Kaito yelled

"K-kaito?" I said

"Hey buddy what happened?" He said

I hugged Kaito tight falling to the ground as I sobbed Kaito tried to calm me down as Mike explained what happened to Shuichi and how he k!lled himself right in front of me

"Holy sh*t that's so messed up" He said

"I know and Kokichi has been crying non stop" Mike said

"Kokichi calm down he'll survive he's a strong dude" Kaito said

"S-shuichi d-d-died because o-of m-m-me" I said crying

"It's not your fault it's Dave's fault" Kaito said

I heard Maki from afar and came up to me as she got a call from Kirigi and explained what happened and she came to make sure that I was ok, but really I wasn't

"Kokichi I heard what happened" Maki said

"H-he's dead" I said

Maki put me in her arms as she calm me down and after 20 minutes later the doctor came out and explained what's going to happened to Shuichi

"Hello are you guys Shuichi's friends?" The doctor asked

"Yea and Kokichi is he's fiance" Maki said

"Look I want to give you some good news and bad news" The doctor said

"What's the good news" Kaito said

"The good news is Shuichi is alive and he survived and all and we took out the bullet" The doctor replied

"The bad news?" Maki asked

"The bad news is Shuichi is in a coma and we don't know if he'll ever wake up but he has a 70% chance of living" The doctor said

70% chance of living that isn't even a good percentage of surviving and Why would Shuichi even shoot himself, I knew he wanted me to live but why not k!ll Dave?

Maki asked if we could visit him right now and the doctor said one at a time so Maki let me go visit him first since she know it's better to see him first

I got inside the room and saw Shuichi hooked up by different machine and I crouched next to him as I held his hand on mine as I cried into tears

"S-shuichi why would you sacifice yourself? why didn't you shot Dave?" I said

"W-w-why" I cried

I just sat there crying and waiting for him to wake up but I'm so stupid for getting involved of the kidnapping and if it wasn't for Shuichi

He wouldn't been dead or in a coma it should've been me IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME I can't lose Shuichi he's been there for me a lot. I just felt useless and now without Shuichi I'm nothing 

"I-I'm sorry S-saihara" I apologized

"It's m-my fault f-for not e-even sacrificing myself" I said

Maki came in and put her hand on my shoulder as she crouch down on her knees I looked at her and I started hugging her sobbing as she was comforting me

Maki was there for me and she has been I could've asked for more but Maki and Kaito had been caring for me even in hard times they had been kind and caring for me

"Hey no need to cry I know Shuichi could survive no need to be worry" She said

"I-if Shuichi didn't i-it'll be m-my fault" I said

"Don't think like that have hope inside you alright" She replied

"H-hope inside me I don't think h-hope would be o-one" I said

"Maki lets go home we can visit him tomorrow" Kaito said

Maki told him a few more minutes and then we'll leave Kaito stayed silence and he left the room and waited outside for us. I just calmed down as Maki was rubbed my back 

After 10 minutes of silence Maki spoke up again and told me that we should go I just nodded and Mike and Kaito were inside the vehicle so we got inside and went home

I opened the door and went inside the bedroom I hadn't said a thing after coming back home and I was already missing him. I went into the bedroom and went to Shuichi's closet

I checked Shuichi closet and took one of his hoodie and weared it on as I felt him I knew it was just me being crazy again but I was just being a f*cking useless even though I didn't do anything

I loved him dearly but Shuichi knew that he sacrificed himself for me to live and he knew that the last trigger was the bullet inside and before he could shoot himself

He told me his last final words I love you Ouma then Bang his body collpased on the ground as I saw he's head bleeding out. It was traumatizing and I didn't like any of it

I saw everything and remembered yelling out his name but then tears forms from my eyes and running down to my cheeks, I knew it was my fault of k!lling him

He completely dead and there was police siren and I was there hopeless and nobody to hold on to but Dave got shot in the leg and Mike arrested him

But feeling Shuichi breathing as I pulled him close to me I quickly had to take him to the hospital but I don't think I could forgive myself for it. Nobody would forgive me for what I've done

I didn't feel like eating and I was just crying and sobbing on the bed as I just thought about Shuichi and I couldn't leave him. I started having a headache from all the crying

I heard my phone rang and I didn't want to pick up but I checked my phone to see it was my father calling so I picked up

"H-hey d-d-dad" I said trying not to cry

"Kokichi are you alright?" My father said

"Y-yea" I sniffed as I whimpered

"Son did something happen to you?" He asked

"I-i losted s-s-shuichi" I said as I told him

"Did Shuichi left you? did he-"

"H-he sacrificed h-h-himself now h-he's i-in the hospital" I said

"Ouma I didn't know that could happen that fast" My father replied

"I-it's m-my fault" I said sobbing in tears

"Hey hey it's not your fault okay he loved you and he knew that he had to do it for you because he didn't want to see you die he'll feel guilty so he..." My father stopped

"I-i-i will c-c-call you back l-later" I said

"Wait do-" I hanged up

I just didn't want to speak because I was weak and I didn't feel like talking about all of this to my father and even though he knew, he tried his best not to make the situation worse

I sobbed as I cried my hair was a mess and everything else was a mess so I just cried hour 3 hours then I felt tired then I feel asleep

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