𝑺𝒉𝒖𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒊'𝒔 𝑴𝒚𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝑰𝒍𝒍𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 (Pregame AU)

Shuichi illness

(I might have to explain Shuichi illness in the best way possible which people know about toxic yanadre pregame Shuichi where he kills people for stealing Ouma from him, which nobody didn't so he has this crazy personality and this type of mental state were he's in but I'll explain it later farther the story progress)

Shuichi POV:

I was working as a police officer since I started feeling like I wasn't into murder crimes and for me. I like helping people and most people don't understand what I want to be, which could be hard

I accidently solved a case of my own and it was a huge disaster where people keep asking me for help and this made my uncle knew that I was better at something and I didn't want to be a detective

I wanted to be what I want and not what other people thinks but it's been so long that I haven't even thought of my illness, which was not normal for me. I had this illness when I was 5 or 6 years-old

My father thought that I was being crazy or I was possessed and this made him believe that taking me to a mental asylum could help me coup better and make me a type of experanice 

But thank goodness of Ouma by my side I haven't went to the asylum I took caution of myself and proceed to control myself without anyone ruining my repeution

"Shuichi" Kokichi said

"Uh yea Ouma-kun" I snapped into reality

"Are you alright? your zoning out quite recently" He replied

"Sorry I didn't mean to make you bother" I apologized

Ouma knew something wasn't right so he took action and started relaxing me, which he does sometimes when I'm feeling a little off he has a way to make me relax myself

"Saihara, is there something that you have in your mind recently" He asked

"A lil bit I don't t-" he interrputed me

"Then it's better to talk things out with me, since I am your fiance after all" He replied

"Right" I said

I started talking through the back of my mind and explaining myself that something has been bothering me for awhile, which made me feel concerned for myself and that nobody has never taken me seriously

Kokichi POV: (I had to change the persuavise to Kokichi)

Saihara was being very truthful about what has been bothering him lately and he has been thinking about his illness and how it ruined himself and how he had this when he was 5/6 years-old

Explaining that his father thought he was crazy or possessed and had an idea of just taking him to a mental asylum and make sure he was under control by nurses and doctors, which seems terriafing

He said that when he grow older he was having this breakdown for himself being crazy. When he first dated his girlfriend and that she ended things harshed on him, which made him feel more 'crazy'

When he first murdered the therapist, he did it because he was into love but not just that but he was craving for me to be exact and this made him feel like he had someone to take care of him

"I never seen you be this serious with me being crazy and you see me as a person and I had someone to trust in and telling you this in middle school was hard for me to even discuss" Saihara explained

"Shuichi I did this because I know how it felt when you were taken away from your father in the past. Seeing this I had seen you so protective of me and that we promised each other in high school" I said

"But why didn't you be afraid of me?" He asked

"I was, when you murdered the therapist I was afraid, but when you blamed your father of making you like this, I knew that you were just defined of being a crazy person" I explained

"But after saying that you just want to be loved, I felt like you were just craving for my love and care in the first place, I took notice and started understanding you afterwards" I replied

The room was fill of silence and Shuichi didn't say a thing but I knew I was right and that he never had a person in his life, loved him as a human being but more like an animal

I sat on his lap and embracing him lightly and comforting him with every little words and every little love I made him feel like a human and not like his father describe him as 'monster'

Shuichi wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I put my hand on his cheeks and told him that I only loved him for being him and I want him to be him and not somebody else describe him to be

"Ouma, I love you so much" He said

"I love you too my beloved Saihara" I replied

Shuichi POV:

Ouma was right I deserve to be treated as a human and he loved me because of middle school trama and he knew that, I wasn't really craving for love or neither Ouma but his care and understanding

I wanted him to love me as a person and not described being a 'crazy' person, I wanted him to stay with me for the rest of my life. Why did father never loved me has his own son of his?

I had this illness because of him, because of my trama in my childhood. No one cared, no one loved, no one listen or hear me out but just Ouma it's like he was the person I had along 

My mother had changed for the better but I'm worried that she's getting hurt or something maybe it's best to talk to her and make sure she isn't in danger

"Saihara where are you going?" Ouma said

"I'm going to call my mother" I replied

"Alright do you want me to make dinner for the both of us?" He asked

"Sure just be careful, don't cut yourself" I said

"Okay" He got up and started going to the kitchen as I went to the bedroom and started calling her. She didn't picked up from the first call but she did for the second call

"Hello Shuichi" She said

"Hello Mother, is everything okay with you and your family?" I asked

"Yes Shuichi, your uncle is here with us so don't worry" She replied

"Any news in Japan?" I asked

"well the police started giving up on your father's case and said that maybe he was missing" She said

"Mother, can I ask you something but please don't be mad" I said

"Shuichi, is there something wrong?" She asked worried

"Father is in America and the person that was missing was murdered by me" I said

"S-shuichi, is it really true, did you really killed the person?" She said surprise

I didn't want to say that I did killed him but Ouma and I did together, I didn't want her to think Ouma was a murder as well, which would be a huge problem for both my family and myself

"Look if it's your illness then I get it alright but please control yourself" She said

"Yes mother" I hanged up the phone

I got out the room to see Ouma cutting vegetables and making some amazing foor while his mother is on facetime. I just went up to Ouma and hugged him from behind

"Hey Saihara" He said

"Hello my lil grape" I replied

"You two are so adoreble like you guys are so happy for each other companies" His mother said

"Mom, you know that I've been in love with him for a long time now" Ouma replied

"Son does you and Shuichi have-" His mother closed his mouth before ending his statement

"Inappropriate" His mother said

Ouma just giggles and started adding putting copped green onions, while I was just enjoying time with Ouma's family looks like I don't need to worry anymore

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