Fall to Pieces

Chapter twenty four

Raven's P.O.V

I put down the pen finally finished writing down my last words. I stare at the paper preparing myself for what I was about to do next. I then began to look around my room occasionally stopping to look at pictures of my friends or used to be friends.

We all looked so happy I felt a pain in my chest. Knowing that we could never go back to that. I betrayed their trust and they will never forgive me. That is why I don't need to continue with this life. I've lost my only friends and the only family I have come to love. I lost all the memories and good times I lost their trust. I even lost the one I love.

I took the blade and slowly lifted up my sleeve. Revealing scars that littered my arm all the way from my wrist to my elbow. I have been cutting for a few months now and once I began I just couldn't stop. It got worse after Malchoir's betrayal and now all I wanted to do was slice into my arm like it was a piece of dead meat. I lifted the blade and dung it into my arm, feeling a kind of relief as I let all these emotions out. Blood was dripping down my arm and to the floor, but I don't care anymore. I mean it's not like I will be alive much longer and have to clean it up.

After a few more cuts on my arm I left it there to bleed for a while. I walked back over to the table and picked up the bottle of pills. I unscrewed the cap and stared at the white pills that will end it all. All of this pain and suffering that I ended up enforcing on myself. Not hesitating one second I poured the pills into my mouth.

Beast Boy's P.O.V

The smell of blood grew stronger as I walked down the hallway. As I walked past my room and towards Raven's the smell was very strong. Which meant something was wrong, very wrong.

I decided to knock on the door for just in case she was okay. "Raven? Uh are you okay, can we talk?" I asked but instead of her sigh or make any kind of sound telling me she acknowledged my presence and was annoyed. There was no movement no sound behind her door. I was beginning to grow worried. I began to pound on the door. "Raven are you okay let me in please Rae." I pounded on the door until my fists began to hurt. Not thinking twice about my decision I turned into a gorilla and knocked down her door. But what I saw when that door fell, I was not prepared for.

There was my beautiful Raven laying on the floor with a bleeding arm, a empty bottle of pills, and a note laying next to her. I pulled out my communicator. "Guys help it's Raven she, she tried to kill herself. Hurry." I yelled not waiting for an answer I slammed it shut and ran to her side. She was bleeding I quickly got off the floor and ran into her bathroom grabbing a cloth I quickly ran back. As I began to put pressure on her cuts the other titans burst into the door. Shock and confusion written on their faces as they stared at the scene in front of them. After a few seconds of hesitation Cyborg came over to help, he picked Raven up bridal style and we ran out of the room to the medical wing.

When we came into the medical wing both Terra and Malchoir were awake but trapped by a little spell that makes sure they don't leave and escape. Malchoir began to laugh as he watched Cyborg begin to pump Raven's stomach trying to get the pills out of her system before she dies. "That whiny ugly bitch deserves to die in my opinion." He said laughing again, I couldn't take anymore of this I walked over to his bed and punched him right in the face. "Shut up you a**hole Raven is the most beautiful amazing wonderful person I have ever met she doesn't deserve to die." He looked at me as if I was crazy. "But she betrayed you." He said my glare intensified as I looked at his pathetic face. "No one deserves to die, everyone deserves a second chance." I said a growl escaping my lips as he looked at Raven once again.

A few hours later:

We all waited in the room for a little while longer as we all waited for news on Raven. Cyborg had pushed us all out of the room when he began to check Raven some more and tend to her cuts she had given to herself. Terra and Malchoir were sitting in a holding cell downstairs, I had put them down there after Malchoir began to make more rude comments about Raven. I couldn't think about anything but Raven, I was so worried. Just the imagine of her lying on the floor with her bleeding arm will never leave my mind.

Cyborg popped his head out of the door and looked at all of us. "Guys you can come in now she's okay now." He said and I quickly bolted to the door and found Raven peacefully asleep on the bed. A sigh of relief had passed my lips and I sat down in a seat next to her bed. Grabbing her hand I couldn't help but smile thankful that she was here and alright. The others came into the room and stayed at a distance away from the two of us. I guess giving me a little bit of privacy with Raven. All the bad things I had thought of her when she betrayed us had escaped my mind. I was certain that she wouldn't do that to us. I know she loves us we are like her family, and I truly love her. I really hope she knows that.

Everything was back to normal Raven would wake up again soon. The other titans had agreed to forgive her for what she did. After all like I said earlier, everyone deserves a second chance. Finally when we thought the nightmare was over and that everything was okay. And just like that everything fell apart when Raven's heart stopped.

Terra's P.O.V
There was no point really in sitting down her with Malchoir. He wouldn't even look at me. I knew that he was mad at me still for snooping into his things and uncovering his plan. But hey he was going to backfire me in the end anyway so.

I had regained some of my powers and shot a rock at Malchoir's face. "What was that for?" He said in a venomous tone of voice. "Oh just for planning to betray me and for using me." I said crossing my arms and stared at the opposite wall. "Well I know one way I can make it up to you and I can uncover the rest of my plan." He said and I turned my head back to him. He held up a bottle of pills. "These are the pills Raven was supposed to take, but I switched the bottles. The pills she took will kill her in three hours time. No matter how much pumping they do to her stomach. She should be going just about now." He said as we heard Starfire scream and the sound of a heart monitor stopping. My breathe was stuck in my throat as I stared at the man whom had killed Raven. I don't know what to do anymore.

A/N
Okay so first off this is one of my longest chapters so woo!!! Also I updated sooner than waiting a whole month like I usually do. Btw the story will most likely be over in a few or a couple more chapters. I don't know if I want to make a sequel for this story or Runaway yet. Hmm maybe I'll just leave that decision to you my lovely readers. So what would you like to see a sequel for, Runaway or Fall to Pieces? Please tell me in the comments. Well I hope you liked this chapter. So enjoy, vote, comment, and have a wonderful day/ night!!
~Jordan