Your one and only | A Rylan fanfic

Chapter Twenty One: Oh Ryan.

3rd person's POV:

TW: !Intrusive thoughts and overdose!

As soon as Ryan arrived back at his house, tears stained his cheeks.

Laura had tried to comfort him and was full of endless questions asking what happened and if her friend was okay.

Ryan didn't reply, Instead he just headed up to his room and shut the door. Sarah and Laura decided it was best to leave him be and to let him have time to himself to cool down.

Ryan flopped onto his bed, facing into his pillow.

For the longest time in Ryan's life, he felt empty, he hadn't felt this way since his parents first left and his grandma passed away.

After what felt like hours of laying there feeling dull, Ryan was overcome by a surge of anger, regret, guilt and severe sadness in one.

Ryan sat up and grabbed his phone from where he left it on the bedspace beside him. Ryan entered his pin and selected messages. Ryan felt a twinge of regret as he saw Dylan's contact on his most recent. But Ryan scrolled past it, pressing on the contact he was targeting.

3hrs ago
Unknown Number: has sent attachment.

Ry-Guy: Well, you fucking imbecile, I hope you're happy.

Unknown Number: What? What do you mean?

Ry-Guy: You know what I mean. You fucking bitch. Me and my bf broke up because of you.

Unknown Number: Ha, well I guess karma shows itself eventually.

Ry-Guy: What the fuck do you mean by that!? You sent that picture and my boyfriend saw it and now he thinks I'm cheating on him..well he did.

Unknown Number: Well, it was your fault for not blocking me, and you were in a way.

Ry-Guy: Fuck you!! I would never cheat on Dylan! You selfish asshole, you knew I had no interest in you and you still decided to act like a whore. And I didn't block you because I fell asleep and I don't think of you at all so I forgot.

Unknown Number: Wow. Is that any way to talk to a woman?

Ry-Guy: At least I don't go sleep around. Well I hope you feel so great about yourself for ruining my happiness and for making everyone's lives worse. I bet you feel on top of the world by making people miserable to make you feel good about yourself.

Unknown Number: Wow! You're so rude! I could report you for threatening me like this!

Ry-Guy: How the fuck am I threatening you!? Just fucking stay away from me! I want nothing to do with you ever again. I will never forgive you for what you've done.

Unknown Number: I guess you should've just blocked me then, It isn't actually my fault you failed to do that.

Ry-Guy: Well I won't ever make that mistake again.

You blocked this number.

Ryan threw his phone against the wall, anger eating him up inside, not just at Ashley; but at himself too.

Ryan slammed his pillow roughly into his face and screamed into it.

"FUCK!"

Ryan sobbed as he knelt on his mattress.

"I'm such a fucking idiot!"

Tears flowed from Ryan's eyes and wet the pillow beneath them as Ryan cried miserably.