𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧 𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 ♥

insecure

when jacqueline would compliment other girls, kit didn't think anything of it at first, she was always a kind person so when she would say something he just thought she was being her caring self. but soon kit started to realize and notice how she would compare herself to them; he began to feel extremely worried about her.

"i love her belly button piercing!! it looks so cute!!" she whispered to her boyfriend, watching a pretty redhead sporting the diamond jewellery walk down the street.

"you should get it done darlin', it'd suit you." he replied, thinking jacqueline was jealous of the piercing, not the girl.

"no way! my stomach's way too big for that."

"your stomach's perfect love!" kit frowned, pressing a kiss to his girlfriend's forehead.

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a few weeks later, the couple went to a beach party with a few friends. jacqueline had an unreadable look on her face as she stared at everyone all having fun with their significant others and their other friends.

"look at olive go! she looks like a model, i wish i had long legs like her." she said to kit, whilst watching her friend play volleyball.

"i like you being short, jacqs. i can use you as an arm rest." he told her, demonstrating his statement, by resting his arm on the small girl's shoulder.

kit always made sure to compliment jacqueline, but she never believed him, worried that he was lying just to make her feel better or teasing her like the boy's at school used to.

"hey jacqy, me and annmarie are going bikini shopping if you wanna come along?" olive asked the girl when she finished her game of volleyball.

"oh no thank you, but have fun though!" jacqueline smiled through tight lips. kit could tell she wasn't happy.

when olive and annmarie had gone, kit nudged his girlfriend's knee with his playfully. but much to his surprise she didn't do it back like she usually did.

"weren't you saying the other day that you didn't have a bikini?" he questioned her.

"i don't need one." was her answer. 

"sweetheart, it's summer now. of course you need one. i can get one for you if you'd like?" he offered. due to it being summer he didn't have too much money to his name, but he'd do anything to see his girl happy.

"it's not the money, but thank you kit. i just don't like the way i look in them." she whispered, trying to avoid his chocolate brown eyes as hers filled with tears she wasn't going to let spill.

"but you're beautiful, what's not to like?" kit asked in confusion, putting his hand on her chin to make her look him in the eyes.

"you have to say that because you're my boyfriend." she sighed turning her face away.

"but you're gorgeous." he continued honestly.

"can we change the subject?" jacqueline asked not wanting to talk or think about anything to do with the way she looked.

kit didn't want to push anymore, so he took the two home and watched movies with her for the rest of the day. he made sure to pay extra attention to holding her waist and hand whenever he was close to her; or making sure to kiss her to show her how much he truly adored her.

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after working the garage one evening, kit came home to his girlfriend passed out asleep on the couch with countless swimwear magazines surrounding her. paying notice to the one that was open in her hand on a page of a model wearing a bikini that would look perfect on jacqueline.

he decided he would make his girl feel confident in herself, even if its the last thing he ever did. so he found the bikini that he saw on the open magazine page and left it on the table for her to see when she woke up. 

"kit, what is this?" she asked him as she held up the bikini to show him as she walked into their shared bedroom.

"that, my pretty girl, is a gift from me." he smiled at her.

"kit you didn't have to do this"

"i wanted to, love. you deserve to feel good about yourself. i wish you could see yourself through my eyes for just one day because you're an angel. you're the most beautiful girl i have ever set my eyes on, and i'm still in awe of the fact i get to call you my girlfriend. i see and hear the way you talk to other girls and i just wish that you had that same amount of kindness for yourself."

jacqueline didn't know what she did to deserve someone as perfect as kit. she ran into his arms putting her head in the crook of his neck, sniffling a little against him and burrowing her face further into his neck. 

"i love you kit walker!"

"and i love you jacqueline summers!" in her mind, this is the moment she knew that kit was definitely her soulmate.

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this is a little bit different to what i usually write, i'm just trying something new instead of using i, me, and my all the time.

ily

-abi<3

19/11/2022