Struggle for love

Chapter 27

August's P.O.V

I was siting in da trap talking to rayan.......its hurt few weeks and nothing on Logan.....we was talkin bout different shit den he went upstairs....i looked around nd dis place look da same...another nigga came in and looked around

Me: wass up

????: im hea fa downstairs....rayan hea

Me: he real busy right na

???: mane!!!......,,tell ill be back tonight fo it

Me: wass ya name cuz

???: big chuck

Me: ight i got chu chuck

He left and i sat and wondered.....why only niggas come for downstairs....whatever down stairs i wanna see it.....i looked up da stairs and went towards the basement door and opened da lock .....it looked dirty down dea.....as i went down all da way i seen a bed, nd someone on it

Me:.....

My eye brows went up and my nosy ass went closer ...i stopped and walked back upstairs but somethin told ta keep goin.....i went nd it was a girl tied up...my heart beated faster as i moved her hair to da side....

Me: lo.......

I hurried up and tried getting her arms down, dey were bleedin...after i got em down dey fell lifelessly and i pulled my hoodie off coverin her body

Me: what have dey done ta you

I said feeling my eyes burn nd a knot form in my throat ....she was drugged out and her lips were so dry she needed water...i picked her up cant standing da sight of lookin at her like dis any longer....my eyes got watery as her arms fell to da side

Me: its okay..........its okay mamas im hea ....

I cried.....i walked out da house nd walked wit logan in my arms

Me:........

I walked to da hospital and looked down at Logan....

Me: cmon lo open dem eyes....babey gurl open dem please

Her eyes rolled as i walked faster

Me: looogannn

She tried lifting her arm up but failed...i walked in da hospital and went to da front desk

Me: she needs help..........GET HA HELP SHE NEEDS HELPP PLEASE

i couldnt breathe knowing logan was out of it in my arms, they took her and i watched them push her bed , i looked away and i was cryin.....lass time a nigga cried was afta i found out about mel, dea was blood on my hands and my wife beata.........i froze thinking of what just happen......everytime i was ova dea lo was right unda neeth my feet sufferin.....all cuz of me...cuz i juss had ta run off wit my mouth i sat down holdin my head in my hands which were covered in logans blood........,..

They lied, and sat in my fuckin face smilin and havin conversations liks she wasnt down dea........i thought and thought, when she wake up shes gonna talk nd imma take care of it, but den again.....no matta what i do, she aint neva gone forget what happen to her.....i left and went to da hotel room wit haden, she was sleep, i took my shirt off nd took a shower, as da water washed blood of my arms i kept thinking of when i saw her......i got out nd my eyes were orange, i put on a black t shirt nd sweats , haden woke up and was cryin....i held her as she kept cryin hard

haden: i feel like its all my fault august

me: why would you touch my shirt if you knew dis would happen

Haden: august .....there was blood over it, it was either you was hurt or somebody else was

Me: im goin back to da hospital

Haden: can i meet you there

Me: na

Haden: then at lease calm down

i walked out and went back, as i waited some more in the waitin room i tought of when i first met lo and dey tripped her, den i found out dat lil mama was a chatter box, nd talked alot...i smiled thinking of everything we did ......i laid my head back and could just imagine how rayan feels , seeing that lo is gone....his emotions aint gone last long cuz when your dead, you cant think, feel, or anything.....all dat shit is gone....even doe she was alive i know she felt life less