Logan
I felt really bad about the other day, ever since then August don't talk to me. He barely be home, I was coming in from doing a little shopping and when I went in the room some girl was ......was on her knees on the side of the bed.....that I lay my head at
"Are you freaking kidding me!!!!" I yelled looking away
"Shit cmon" I heard August mumble, I was so disgusted I left my bags and walked out the room going outside . It kinda hurt my feelings , I mean like he always hurts my feelings and I'm always dumb enough to stay and watch him do it again. I know we're not in a relationship but if we not then there no need for him to act like we are
I walked around to clear my head then my phone rung and it was August
"Hello"
"Where you went"
"Why"
"Logan don't play with me it's dark outside "
"I know...... I see"
"Just come back in the house"
He hung up and to avoid drama I went back. Lucas called me and I declined it, ever since that day August threatened me I've ignored Lucas the best way I can. When I got back the girl was gone and August was in the kitchen
"Went to meet up wit cha lil boyfriend hmm"
"I don't have a boyfriend and I definitely don't have somebody to come up in here nd give me head like ya lil hoes"
"Sounds to me like you jealous "
"Jealous???!!!! I'm disgusted , you brought a dirty slut to a room we both sleep in"
"Nd I'm disgusted that you fuckin with Lucas"
"I'm not messing with Lucas !!!!!! I don't talk to him anymore , okay I use to but I'm not no more. He kissed me, so long ago and I'm tired of you hanging it over me like ive sinned when all you do is bring girls in and outta here........you wanna hurt me for that!!!.....then go ahead"
He stared at me for a long time and then looked down
"So you never slept with him??"
"Nooooo........noooo, and ........you and I both know that besides what happened in New Orleans (GCO)"
"You still a virgin in my eyes lo, I just thought you was out there bein wild"
"No.........no I'm not okay"
He walked over and hugged me, I don't know why I didn't hug him back after he let go he looked in my eyes for a while and tried to kiss me but I walked away shaking my head, goodbye nieve Logan ......well for now I hope.
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Struggle for love
FanficLife's hard in New Orleans.....nd when you hit rock bottom you think you can't get no lower, But when your stuck how do you help someone when you can't help yourself....you can't force love , but you can go through a struggle for it....
