Struggle for love

chapter 28

Logan's P.O.V

I woke up and there was a light above my head, i looked down and august was holding my hand but he was sleeping....i sat up and snatched my hand away looking around, where am i........i started breathing heavy, scared........but then i regonized that i wasnt still in the basement, that doesnt mean they wont start looking for me, and august....what is he doing here......what if hes waiting for me to wake up so he can take me back.....i tried getting up and there were wires connected all over me

Me:*screaming* somebody get me outta here

I was stuck and i felt like i was back on that matress stuck with no way to get out, i started crying....their trapping me again

Me:*scream* HELP ME

August woke up and doctors ran in, coming to me, im in the hospital......i calmed down and looked

Doctor: are you okay

I looked at august and he looked lost and tired

Me*looking at august and nodds*

They left and i moved as far as possible away from august

August: your up

He said trying to touch me

Me: no.,.....no dont touch me please dont

He looked at me sad , and pulled his hand back to himself.....i cant trust him, i i i i cant trust anyone....not even myself

August: im sorry logan

Me: sorry?.............your sorry.................

August: yea..,...

Me: .............get out ..............get out of here, why are you even here....*crying* .......why ...........i was there for so long august so long

He got up and just held me, holding me in his arms, i cried so hard, thinking of everything they put me through......i felt safe for some reason when august held me, i felt like nothing could happen,

August: let it out

I cried, but it died down, as i looked ahead, he let go and pulled away, i sat back looking at the blanket

August:.......... can you tell me..........

I looked at him and he looked a little upset, sad, and hurt....but why.....no one took him and tied him to a matress for months

August's P.O.V

She was mad....i could tell, she had cuts and bruises all her body and face.....marks that will never go away.....the innocent caring girl that i met so long ago is gone ...the way she was acting i knew shed be different....she stared at the wall and looked away

Me: i need ta know lo........

Logan: why.........its not like its gonna change anything......*raises her eye brow*.......theres nothing you could do.....now its to late and all of them.........they all get away

The doctor came in and pulled me out side

Me: is she okay

Doctor: she looks fine now.....are you a family member, brother, cousin anything such?

Me: friend

Doctor: ..........ms. montgomery ..........was pregnant......and due to the excessive abuse and the sexual abuse....she lost her baby

Me:..............

I aint know what to say.......she was down dea fa so long, nobody cared what they were doing, how, or nothin.....dey just wanted to satisfy dere needs

Doctor: im glad you found her .....there was a lot of trama.....fluids were in her blood, and we're still trying to flush it out.......i dont like to put this way......but it lools like allot of abuse and police will be involved on my behalf i am very sorry

Me: doc........can you tell how long she was....wit da babey

Doctor: 3......3 months

I looked at lo through the door and she had her legs bent up to her face

Me:.......

I went inside and sat back down......we sat in silence for so long,.......i aint wanna tell her, but she looked like she already knew

logan:...........im gonna get outta here ...........and....and imma find a job or something...move on, and forget it all...........i can get through this ya know,......it shouldnt be that hard.............you know the worst thing about this situation

I looked at her, and she was trying not to cry

Logan:...........*chuckle*....... there was alot of worst part............but one of them was, the fact that no matter how many times i begged for them to stop, they wouldnt................no no no......the worst part was the fact that rico .......rico made sure he came down every day........nd he really didnt care.....i barely had water, lucky if someone came downstairs with food.....i cried, and tried so hard to scream or yell when i heard you come over....i tried so hard ........one day............one day rayan came downstairs, with some dude....they called him big money, something stupid....and i remeber rayan said.......its her birthday mo.......april 27........it really was too.......and he said mo take real good care of her, she deserves it......on her birthday................and then rayan left.....and it felt like hours..............i had to loose my virginity to a man, that didnt even know my favorite color.......and then i had spend my birthday, with a man that didnt know my name..........trev.....he talked about what if aug found out...but he was the one that took me to yhe house, and he was the one that after rico did what he wanted trev grabbed me by my hair and dragged me down stairs....and august i cried and said please dont do this...please and i remeber he said money .........something so powerful........nd i need it.........

.........i was looking down, i aint know what was worst, da fact dat she spent her birthday down dea, or da fact ive been ova dea a whole lotta times nd aint know she was below me

Me: when did you go wit trev

Logan: that day i saw you in the store

Me:................imma take care of it.....dont worry

She looked at me with sadness in her eyes......hurt

I stayed with her untill she fell asleep den i kissed her cheek. Covering her body, den i left....