Struggle for love

Chapter 21

Logans P.O.V

Its been about a month now.... I can tell august and haden has a thing for each other....i was laying down because again they left me by myself....i quickly closed my eyes acting like i was sleeping because they came in.....

August: cmere

I opened them facing the wall as i heard the door close and Haden was giggling as the made their way to the back and the bathroom door closed, i hurried up and got up tippy toey down the hall infront of the bathroom listening

Haden: *whispering* babe what if she wakes up

August: shes not come hea

Me:*low* im already up

There was silence and then there was moaning And groaning......i stood straight and looked at the door....

Haden: *moan* august!!!

I looked down at my toes and a tear fell on my pinky toe...i actually thought there was something between me nd august, i guess i was to stupid to see that i dont mean nothing to him...i went back to the bed and laid down slowly...they were so loud...i put my headphones in and played music up to the max....i guess i just have to understand and never forget that i was supposed to just be a girl that gave his drugs back to him...it was never supposed to get this far, i closed my eyes after the last tear dropped and tried falling asleep

August's P.O.V

I woke up and logan was packing up bags, i sat up and rubbed my eyes looking at her

Me: where you goin

Logan: go back to sleep

Me: where you goin lo

Logan:*stops and looks in my eyes* logan......its logan

I got up and stopped her

Me: what's gotten into you....

Logan:.....your the worst person ive ever met in my life.....*tearing* you led me on so many times, and then you and sex with haden and turned around nd came in the same bed as me.....i can't surround myself around you.....

Me: what da fuck is you talkin bout you can't surround ya self around me lo its been almost a yea

Logan:*shakes her head* you could've just left me alone

Me: BUT I DIDNT.......YOUR NOT MY FUCKIN GIRLFRIEND I AINT GOTTA EXPLAIN SHIT TO YOU, ND KISS UP TO YOU....

Her tear dropped and she wiped it away

Logan: your an ass whole

My eyes got a lil wide cuz dis lo's first time cussin..... Nd at me, but i ont take no shit from nobody nd i aint gone start now

Me: mane fuck you.......now I regret ever savin you from dat nigga, i shouldda juss left chu dea nd let em do what he wanted to you.....ungrateful bitch

i stopped and lookked at her what the hell did i just do.....she cried amd grabbed a bag leaving then she turned around and threw the i-pod at me i tried going after her but it was no use... I watched her run and started feelin bad but she pushed me dea, arms slidded infront of my chest

Haden: baby just go get her

Me: *shakes my head* she aint gone come back

I went back in da gotel room and thought about how bad i just possibly fucked up...