Struggle for love

Chapter 60

August

I was in the living room thinking and smoking and when my blunt was done i just sat there chilling. Music was playing and i was in the house by myself. Logan be in and outta here doing god knows what, nd schools about to start nd i want her to go. She walked in and my attention went to her, she jumped when she saw me and put her hand on her heart

"why are you just sitting in the dark like that"

"I'm thinking"

"mmh"

she turned the light on and walked past me

"well think in the light, dracula"

I smiled and looked at her butt. After a good second i got up and went to the room standing in the door frame watching her get undressed

"can i talk to you for a second"

"yea lemme just take a shower real quick i feel sticky, and i gotta talk to you to"

"alright"

I wondered what it was she wanted to talk about she took her towel to the bathroom and i went in the kitchen and made us some food, when she came out we ate and sat on the couch

"so you go first" she said looking in my eyes

"no you"

"ok.......wellll...........in a couple months ill be 20 years old"

"mmhmm"

"i think its time for me to be out there on my own.......and i have a job interview tomorrow afternoon"

i didn't know what to say, i just froze for a good second

"well.......um........what do you mean by be on your own"

"august i want my own apartment, i wanna live on my own"

"..........thats not gonna happen" i said with a simple shrug, she must be as high as i am

"august please don't start this.........im tired of you treating me like I'm a baby .....im not 15, 16 anymore"

"i appreciate your talk .....i really do appreciate it..........but on my brother lo, i can't let you leave"

"why!!!! why is it that i must fucking stay here. IM TIRED OF THIS LIFE .........im tired of it all i just ........i wish i can go back to the day i picked up your drugs in that class, i wanna take it all back i just wanna be normal again"

it kinda hurt me that she was basically saying that she wish she didn't meet me. We've had so many arguments like this that probably turned into a huge deal but this time its not

"........im not letting you out in these streets .......im not doing it weather you like it or not logan"

"I'm getting outta here one way or another"

i nodded and continued to look down, I know I probably look crazy as fuck, but it is what it is cuz she's not leaving

"so what did you wanna talk about" she asked i put my head back on my shoulders and looked at her

"..........dont matter no more"

i said and got up, i walked to the kitchen and grabbed my hoodie

"august are you serious right now.............be an adult for once and have a conversation like a man instead of a little boy" she yelled as she shoved me almost making me fall, and that pushed it for me ....

"you wanna go???"

i left my hoodie and went to the room and went in the closet grabbing her clothes then i went to the balcony and threw it

" then get the fuck out!!!"

she looked at me and her eyes watered and then she slapped me and we started fighting. I fought logan out of love , i never hit her out of anger . But i aint give her softies and neither did she give me any softies. We fought for a good couple seconds then she punched me and my hands wrapped around her neck while we was on the floor and i was holding her down

"i would fucking kill you"

"then do it..." she said looking in my eyes, and her fangs came out and she started crying them bloody mary ass tears

"DO IT"

My hands got tighter and then i got mad and let go and punched the floor next to her head and then i looked at her and wiped her tears

"i hate you" i whispered and shook my head

We started kissing, and it was real slow nothing fast to kill the mood. And things got a little just a little carried away, i started kissing on baybeh girls neck and she wasn't really fussing anymore

"August .........can you please stop"

"you love me don't you?" i mumbled on her skin, she was breathing really hard and her chest was pressing on mine

"yes"

"i wanna hear you tell me you love  me lo"

she held it in and i reached under her shirt and she tried to stop me and she started moaning and shit

"i love you"

i smiled and paused for a second and looked at her, and i licked her lip to make fun of the little moment

"i love you too"

she started breathing a little slower and i traced her chest and she kissed me again nd i picked her up and we went on the couch and we continued our lil moment and before i knew it she was straddling me and i was still kissing her neck and my hand made it to her titties and i was shocked cuz a nigga aint ever get this far with logan, her nipples felt nice nd shit nd i was stuck in the moment we aint hear the door ring and then my phone went off so i grabbed it still kissing on her and trying to pull her shirt off

"hello"

"nigga you don't hear us knockin"

"My fault in comin right now"

"Ight hurry up"

I hung up and looked at Logan and she had that innocent look , I held the side of her face and grazed my thumb on her cheek and my lips was softly touching hers

"We can finish this?"

She nodded and got up and I watched her then I went to the door

"Gotta go downstairs real quick " I said pushing past them and went downstairs getting Logan's stuff then I went back upstairs nd went in the room putting it on the bed, she looked at me and softly smiled and I went back in the living room