Struggle for love

Chapter 36

Logan's P.O.V

Everyone of us went to j.t's funeral..I mean like the whole house even the kids and I was able to see Alana, when we went to the burial I knew something was up I just couldn't feel it, Chris looked around and back at the casket and then there was a lot of wind

Me: Erin I wanna go back

I held his arm and looked around I heard yelling and was to scared to look back but the screaming was Alana, I looked back and some girl had her

Me: I knew it.....oh my god

Erin looked back and so did everyone else

???: Erin you knew better than to be having this thing with

Me: that's my sister

???: you got both of them

I was swooped up and started screaming and other people started yelling

August: Logan

Erin: give em back fee

??: no

Me:*SCREAMING* GET CHUR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME

She looked at me and pulled me by my shirt and I grabbed a rock because my heart started beating and I thought of when trev pulled me by my hair that's what she was doing just by my shirt

???: logannnnn

I tried getting up and when I did all I remember is hitting the girl in the head with a rock and all I saw was trev and I couldn't stop hitting

Me: NOO..... I'm not GOING BACK DOWN THEIR NOOOOOO

I kept hitting and someone grabbed me pulling me away and there was blood everywhere...I just killed someone......................., I was breathing heavy and crying

Me: I can't go back

Everyone looked at me and Erin held me tight

Erin: calm down

He said in my ear I kept crying and I looked around

Me: my sister where is she

I looked around and pulled away from Erin

Me: get off ME......WHERE IS SHE......ALANA

she was gone, she wasn't here....I cried and Aaron picked me up

Aaron: calm down kid

I slapped him and he kept walking like it was nothing

Me: FIND MY SISTER

He walked and walked and walked all the way to the house, halfway through their I stopped crying and just let him take me back

August's P.O.V

Me: mane we gotta find her

Erin: I know .....everyone back to the house

We started walking back and I listened to some people talk about how crazy Logan went

Brianna: I heard she was raped that's why she doesn't like when people touch her a certain way

Brook: all I know is I'm staying away from her because she's crazy

I looked up and shook my head

Me: Yall can't be scared of her, just get to know her, she's really nice....

Brook: August shut up....anybody with a butt and a good mouth is good to you

Me: no I'm serious.....I know her

Brook: by getting in her pants

Me: I didn't sleep with her for your information crook

Brook: it's brook nigga

Me: cook, book , look, all the same thing

I walked ahead and wondered when we get back to the house, will Logan be okay

Erin: aug man

Me: huh

Erin: you still think she should be left alone huh

Me:..........I've been thinking about that ..........if she gotta be changed let me do it....

Erin: I wanna do that myself

I looked at him and stuffed my hands in my pocket

Me: you??? *chuckle* you

Erin: she'll gain allot by me.....all she'll get from you is anger issues,flashbacks, and the urge to smoke a lot of weed

Me: no she won't *smile*

Erin: look ill at lease give you the honors of deciding whether or not you want her to change but you have to make your decision fast we gotta find that little girl

Me: ight

He dapped my hand and we all went in the house