Struggle for love

Chapter 33

Logan's P.O.V

It's been almost a week here and I've met a couple people that are cool, me and Alana are separated she's with the so called baby wolves and those are wolves that are 8 to 15...and I'm with the wolves that are 16 to 25 I've learned how people move around here, I've also learned what to and what not to do, I walked downstairs and some people were in the living room, I got some water and Erin saw me

Erin: hey

Me: hi

Erin: you wanna go on a walk with me

Erin had Icey blue eyes and a jawline like August

Me: sure

I said with a smile, we left out the house and it was really cold, I had a sweater on but Erin wasn't cold and I found that weird, we walked out in the woods and I looked around

Erin: how old are you

Me: I'm 17 .........years old

Erin: hmmm.......I thought you were older your really beautiful

Me: thank you

Erin: I've watched you......this whole week...your quiet, and you watch people's actions very careful

Me: I have to....I can't just trust people now a days I have to watch their moves

Erin:.....I know what happened to you...and no....August told me nothing...I just know

Me: mmmmh.....why did you bring me out here

Erin: to talk to you........I like what I see when I look at you

Me: I ........... Don't

Erin: why

Me: you don't know what I'm capable of

Erin: cmere

He sat on rock and motioned for me to sit next to him and I did

Erin:.....what happened to you....nobody deserves that......but that doesn't mean for you to turn evil like the people that hurt you

I looked at him and he looked serious

Erin: you don't have to be evil

Me: I don't wanna be

I started crying and he pulled me close to him and held me

Me: I just want my life back that's all.....I just wanna live a normal life....I wanna marry, someday and have children and be happy.....I don't wanna struggle *cry* I don't wanna be reminded of what happen to me......I just wanna be happy

Erin: every one should be happy

He rubbed my leg and I calmed down, looking in his eyes made me some how forget what's going on, made me forget about that day I got in an argument with August, made me forget the day trev took me back to that house, he slid his hand on my cheek pulling my face towards his, I felt my eyes get low and my body fell into a trance and his lips touched mine

Me: I

Erin:shhhh

He kissed me, and I kissed him back, I didn't know what I was doing, his hand went up my shirt pulling me so close I felt his heart beat and it was fast

Erin: you deserve better

Me: I do?

He nodded and bit his lip and he kissed my neck, I grabbed his shoulder and attempted to push his off but truth is he was telling me things I waited so long to hear.

???: Erinnnnn

He stopped and looked up and his blue eyes turned into a different color  and he looked at me and I gulped

Erin: go back to the house and go straight upstairs okay

Me: what's wrong

Erin: just go....and don't come out until someone comes and tells you it's okay

I left and I felt my neck bleeding, I touched it and it was bleeding a little, I ran all the way to the house and upstairs

???: what happen

I ran in my room and went in the bathroom putting my hair up and my neck was bleeding a little and it kinda looked like cigarette burn, I took some tissue and Simone bulged in crying and it was shawny

Me: what's wrong

Shawny: he's dead

Me: who's dead

Shawny: j.t

She climbed in my bed and layed her head in my lap, I didn't know what to do, J.T........was her boyfriend, she cried so hard all I could do was stroke her hair and looked foward half the house was outside and girls screamed, shawny wrapped her arms around my stomach and cried herself to sleep

Aaron: you want me to take her

Me:*shakes my head and waves him off* she's sleeping

He smirked and left and I took my sweater off and put the blanket over both of us