Carmine's P.O.V
As soon as I walked in I felt the tension in here
Me: I'm back bitches
I licked my lips and looked around and everyone looked at me
Me: hi
I saw Erin come downstairs and instantly remembered how it was before..
Erin: why are you back
August came downstairs and I pushed past him
Me: I'm back because I heard he was home
He looked at me and his eyes got wide
August: carmine
Me: baby
I hugged him and he pulled me away
Me: your back....I'm so glad, soon as I heard I rushed here and party ran through my mind
Erin: carmine there's no party j.t is dead
Me: what does that have to do with anything...we can't sit around and mourn, we have to party and celebrate the good
Chris: I agree
Me: mmmm right Chris
I put my arm over his shoulder and smiled
Erin: partying....dats up to everyone else
Me: I'll talk to them
I looked and this girl walked around in her bra and sweat pants and instantly I thought of goals....she looked perfect
Me: Who's that
She looked at me and even her eyes were perfect
???: I'm Logan
Me: hmmm
I rolled my eyes and turned back to August
Me: cmere
August: carmine let go
Me: what's wrong with you....Auggie don't tell me you forgot about us
August: I have a girlfriend
Me: who
He pointed and I started laughing
Me: your not serious right.....haden looks like a wet puppy
Haden: don't make me stomp your face in carmine
Me: I'll make non existing
I said holding on to Augusts shoulder
Me: then I'll have sex with him in your bed
She looked at me and ran upstairs
Me: boohoo
August:*lets me go and follows her*
That's not the August I remember, I remember the mean one that loved doing his own things
Shawny: *walks past*
This bitch, if it's one thing I hate it's shawny I remember her and August messed around for a good week behind my back
Shawny: you got something to say stop talkin shit
Me: I'm sorry. I can't help it when trash is laying around
She ran to me and grabbed me by my neck, I got a little scared because I never seem shawny like that this she's always nice, her eyes turned red and she started straggling me
Me:*choking* Erin
He shook his head and walked away
Erin: fight your own battles
That Logan girl came over and grabbed shawny's arm
Shawny: say one fucking thing to me and I'll kill you bitch
I gasped for air and she went upstairs
????: you okay
The girl rubbed my back and I pushed her away
Me: don't touch me
Logan: okay just wanted to see if you was okay.....
I looked into her eyes and it's like I seen her whole past less then a slit second....I got mad at the fact she had a thing for August, but she's been through a lot reminds me a little of my self
Me: I'm sorry I'm okay
Logan:*smiles and nodd*
She went upstairs and I left the house for a second
August's P.O.V
Me: I'm sorry alright
Haden cried because of what carmine said to her, she has to understand that all these girls I slept with were way before I even met Logan but she doesn't believe me
Haden: I just wanna go back I can't live here anymore
Me: Haden
Haden: and us.....it was a mistake messing with each other from the beginning
Me:babey
Haden: just please give me time to myself
I left out and went in the hallway and shawny was about to walk past me, I grabbed her arm stopping her real quick
Shawny: what
Me: I'm sorry bout j.t
Shawny: everyone has to go at one point right
Me: not us....nd damn sure not him, even doe we Neva saw eye to eye dat was still family
Shawny: I'm .....I just don't know what to do with out him
She started crying and I pulled her in a hug, I have history with half the girls in this house, Shawny caught my attention because of her smile, and I ain't care for carmine or j.t feelings I only thought about me and hers I'm not gonna lie a piece of me stayed here and seein everyone got me a little happy
Me: *rubbs her back *
She cried harder and I wiped her tears
Me: your gonna live shawny
Shawny: how you so sure
Me: because I'm back
I pulled her face up to mine and kissed her, I miss her lips out of allot of other girls in this house
????their your past right
I looked and it was Haden, she started crying and walked downstairs , I went to follow but shawny held my hand and went back to kissing me, I guess the war over me has started again
Carmine in the media
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Struggle for love
FanfictionLife's hard in New Orleans.....nd when you hit rock bottom you think you can't get no lower, But when your stuck how do you help someone when you can't help yourself....you can't force love , but you can go through a struggle for it....
