Struggle for love

chapter 46

August P.O.V

Its been a couple of weeks, every one has gotten use to each other nd that's cool, I ate and started walking back to the house with blood on my fur, and I saw haden she looked at me and I kept walking, she was herself and for some reason thought I wanted her Company

Haden: hey

I ignored her. Its not like I can be like aye wassup anyway

Haden:august I really miss you........I still can't believe we broke up

I stopped walking and looked at her, she can't be serious right now, she was the one that broke up with me, because she couldn't take the girls in this house

Haden: I'm not trying to play you or anything but I really miss you and I want you back august

I looked down and huffed, I would be a liar if I said I don't kinda sorta a tinty bit miss her, cuz I do a Lil bit. She bent down on her knees and softly grabbing the sides of my face and stoking my fur, and I looked in her big brown eyes

Haden: I hope you feel the same way because i wanna work it out

I pulled away and walked to the house, I'm not in a realtionsghip right now but logan really makes me feel some type away and I don't wanna fix shit with haden, just cuz i miss her don't mean I want her back, I went in my room and sat in the bathroom on my hind legs, and I just laid down

Logan P.O.V

I was laying down in silence hearing my stomach growl, I was beyond hungry I just don't wanna hurt anyone, I rolled on my back and started tearing, I've never been so hungry in my life and a simple burger won't help, I closed my eyes and started smelling something, it smelt so good so I got up and walked out my room following the smell and it led to august room, I opened his door and he was in the shower so I slowly closed the door and looked around, in the closet everywhere then I looked under the bed and there was a blue ice box I slid it out and opened it

Me:*about to cry* I've never seened anything so beautiful in my life

There was different tubes of blood, I opened one and drunk it extremely fast and opened more of them and kept drinking and I heard the bathroom door open, I swallowed silently and dropped the tube sliding under the bed I was on the other side so he didn't see me

August:*singing* we all go through it ,ahhhhhhh-----

My mouth dropped open while I opened another tube his vocals were great I mean like he had a really nice voice, I drunk some more while I watched his skinny big feet move around, he didn't know I was in here I need to keep it that way, he put his stuff on and walked to the side I was on

August: what da fuck

I looked and I left the tubes there why would I do that, he bent down and put his arm under the bed without looking and graabed my arm pulling me out from under the bed

August: Logan!!

The way he said it, it wasn't a logann like he was surprised it was a logannnn like I just got caught for doing something bad

Me: I was so hungry

August: why you drinking so much look it all is shit lo

He said looking down at the 15 emptied tubes, there was two more under the bed and one in my hand

August : this was suppose to last for two more months

I looked in the box and there was two more

Me: I just didn't wanna hurt anyone, I'm sorry

I said holding the box for dear life in one hand

August: lo

He grabbed my face looking in my eyes while I licked blood off my lips

August: your eyes are white

Me: mmh

I said pouring more in my mouth he tried to snatch it from me and without meaning to I grabbers his neck and lifted him up

August: I'm sorry, ight put me down

I didn't hear anything I just blanked out, and next thing I knew august was pinning me down and I was gasping for air

Me: get off me

August: don't Eva try dat shit again

He said looking in my eyes with my arm on the side of my head

Me: what did I do

August: you almost took a big chunk outta me

Me: I'm sorry okay

He let go and we got up and I picked up the empty tubes and tried to empty the rest on my tongue and he smacked it away

Me: you ain't learn ya lesson

August: its not that serious

Me: I know but every bit counts

He shook his head and threw the tubes out and took the box out my hand after struggling because I didn't let go when he got it he looked at me like I was crazy and walked out the room, I burped and took my sneakers off laying my head on his pillows

August: cmon those clean sheets

Me: I'm not dirty

August: ya face and shirt is

I pulled my shirt off and wiped my mouth throwing my shirt on the floor and falling asleep