A Toxic Relationship

19

Kylie's pov

After we had dinner, we went back to the room to get ourselves ready for bed. After 30 minutes of just laying next to each other talking about the most random things, my phone buzzes on the side table.

"Is that you're phone?" Cain asks.

"I think so..."

"Who's texting you this late?" He turns head to me.

I shrug my shoulders and get of the bed to see who it is. And the moment I had seen who it was, my heart dropped and my face got as pale as a ghost.

"Babe who is it?" He says.

I try to calm myself down and slowly turn around to face him.

"Who is it Kylie" He repeats.

"Please don't take this the wrong way now. Please, just let me explain before you get mad" I say in a nervously.

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean? Give me the damn phone Kylie!" In an instant, my phone is out of my hand and in his.

I'm pretty sure that he had seen what I saw because he snaps his head up with a very angry look on his face.

Oh no.

He slams my phone on the ground but it doesn't break.

"You stupid bitch! What the hell is this!" he shouts.
______________Messages_______________
*Hey, it's me, Ryan. I know it's been a while and I'm only writing to you now.*

*But to be honest, I've been feeling like a complete idiot after what happened between us that night. I didn't even know what to say to you after that.*

*I messed up that night and I shouldn't have tried to force you to sleep with me. I just want you to know that I'm truly sorry for it and I hope you can forgive me.*
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He makes fists with his hands on both sides "What the fuck is he talking about?! Did you hook up with him?" he asks.

"Answer me!"

I didn't know why, but suddenly I was speechless. I couldn't get any words out of my mouth, and not because of Ryans's text, but because of the way Cain suddenly acted.

The way he behaved made me afraid of him.

"Are you fucking deaf or something?! Answer my damn question!"

"Please can you calm down first?" I plead.

"Don't you fucking tell me what to do! I'm asking you did you hook up with Ryan?!"

I look and take a deep breath. "We only made out for a few minutes that's all"

I continue to look down because I'm scared to look him in the eye.

"When was this?" he lowers his voice.

"It was a couple of weeks after you and I broke up."

"What?! you're kidding me, right?"

"No, I'm not."

"You stupid slut! I can't believe you went and made out with your damn ex right after I broke up with you!"

"Why does it that even matter though? You broke up with me, so what's the big deal if made out with him?"

""what's the big deal?"

"Are you fucking dumb or what is wrong with you?! It was because of him we broke up, so of course, it's a big deal!"

"I thought you were smarter than this but you're just dumber than I thought!"

It was really hurtful to hear him call me these awful words. Imagine hearing someone you love so deeply call you a slut, bitch, stupid, dumb and things like that. It's the worst feeling ever.

Sometimes it felt like he was actually right. Maybe I was stupid because otherwise why would I keep messing things up?

"I swear you can never do anything right! I can't even look at you right now. You disgust me!"

After he said that, I didn't know what to do other than to ball my eyes out.

This night was supposed to be magical, but once again it was ruined and of course, it was my fault. Because according to Cain it was always my fault, no matter what.

Nothing was ever his fault.

I cried so much that night. Cried until my eyes burned and I ran out of tears.

I was completely shaken and my whole body ached with pain. I've never felt as heartbroken as did then.

And worst of all, I felt so damn alone in all this.