A Toxic Relationship

09

Kylie's pov

I walked behind him and I had this uneasy feeling in my stomach. I was afraid of how he would treat me.

After minutes of walking we stop at the nearest park or playground.

"What's so important, huh?" I asked him nervously. But he didn't respond. He just looked at me with a blank expression. I felt so damn uncomfortable and I just wanted to get away from there, but I couldn't. Or more like I didn't want to, because I wanted to know what could be so important.

I was hoping that he asked me to come with him because he wanted to apologize and that everything was going to be fine again. But of course, that wasn't the case at all.....At least not this time.

"Are you going to say something or what? Because if not, I'm leaving, Cain" I finally end the silence. But then he speaks.

"You're not going anywhere!" he shouts in anger.

"Excuse me?"

"You really thought you could play me, huh?"

You've got to be fucking kidding me. "Play you? What the hell are you talking about? I never played you, Cain! I did nothing wrong, don't you get that?! You're acting as if I cheated on you!" I argue.

"You did cheat on me! I'm not stupid, Kylie! I know you cheated on me!" he claims.

"Oh wow. I can't believe that you actually think I would ever cheat on you. I don't know who lied to you, but it's not true! I never cheated on you, we only talked. We only fucking talked, Cain!" I say.

He still stares at me angrily. "And you know what? I don't even care anymore if you don't believe me. If you don't believe me, then I guess I'm better off without you" I finally admit.

"What's that supposed to mean? Are you saying that your ex is better than me?"

Okay, now he's crossed the line. "Are you serious right now? I seriously don't know what's going on with you" I say and put my hand to my chest and look at him in disbelief.

"Maybe I should get back together with him then" I lie. I know that probably wasn't a good thing to say. But it was the only thing I could think of.

"The hell you are!" he shouts back at me.

I take a deep breath before saying anything. "You can't tell me what to do" I cross my arms.

"Yes, I can! And I'm telling you now if you ever get back with Ryan, I will fucking kill him!" he threatens.

"You will kill him?" I laugh. Yeah right.

"Why are you laughing?" he asks while glaring at me. "Because you expect me to believe that" I answer. There's no way. He's bluffing.

"I'm being fuck serious, Kylie" sure he is. "You're sick you know that" he rolls his eyes at me again.

"I'm out of here" I say. I can't stay here any longer. I need to go.

"You're not going anywhere until I say so!" He says in an angry demanding voice. But he cannot tell me what to do. As I said I'm leaving. "I said I'm out of here" I repeat. But as I was about to leave, he stepped closer to me. "What are you doing?" I say to him. But Suddenly he wraps his hand tightly around my neck. "I said you're not leaving until I say so! We're not done here yet,"

"L-Let g-go, you're h-hurting me" I beg him. "You want me to let go?" He asks. Didn't I just fucking say that? I can't breath. "Y-Y-es" I beg again. "I can't hear you he lies" I feel that if he continues to hold me by my throat, I'm going to die. And I especially will because of how tight he's holding it. So I beg again for him to stop.
"L-Let g-go of me" I plead.

Cain looked me straight in the eye and then suddenly he pushed me to the ground. "What the hell is wrong with you?! You're crazy!" I scream at him.

He just rolled his eyes at me before walking closer to me and then he just sat on top of me, just like that. And then it starts to rain. Great. "What are you doing? Get away from me!"

"I'm not going anywhere just yet" I can't do this anymore. "I said get away from me or I'm going to scream!" I shout at him. But he just laughs. "Go ahead and scream, love. It's not like someone will hear you anyway. The music at the party is too loud for anyone to hear you" he says. I'll admit that he's right.

I just looked at him and didn't even know what to say. I wanted to cry at that moment, but I held back my tears because I didn't want to cry in front of him. I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of seeing me upset and making him believe I was a weak girl. "We could of had it well, but you had to ruin it all" he suddenly says. But that pisses me off even more. "But I didn't do anything wrong, don't you get that?!" I shout.

But he avoids what I said. "I gotta admit that you look very sexy tonight. And I'm kinda turned on right now" he said as he ran his fingertip over the side of my thigh. "I could take you right here and now. But only if you want me to, of course" he smirks at me. He's a lunatic. "You're crazy!" I don't want to have to keep shouting. "You can see it as break up sex" he says. I need to get away from him right now. I was shocked and disgusted at the way he could think about sex at
the moment. "You're twisted" I tell him.

"Does that mean you don't want me to bang you here?" He says. "What the hell do you think? You really think I would let you touch me after what you just did?!" I snap at him. I feel like I can't breathe again. He's still sitting on me and I'm starting to get even angrier. And he finally gets off of me. Thank god.

I stand back up again. "What did I do now? You're the one who played me"

But that's the thing though. Like I've said plenty of times before, I didn't do anything. "Are you being for real? You're unbelievable" I say and put my hands on my now soaking wet hair from the rain.

"Have a nice life, Kylie" he says and rolls his eyes.

"Too bad I can't say the same thing to you" I respond.

"You don't have to. Anyway, I'm leaving now and
don't worry, you will never have to see me again"

"I hate you!" I scream.

"Goodbye, Kylie" he walks away heading back to the party.

"I fucking hate you!" I scream behind him. And finally the tears from my eyes come out.

It felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest.