The Bully ~ Minsung AU

Chapter 21

Chapter 22-Don't Leave Again - Monday, October 20

3rd POV

Minho runs out the door slamming it hard enough to make an Echo throughout the house. He slows down to a walk because he feels his limbs get weak. He knew this would happen one day or another but he wasn't prepared. 

He falls to his knees and starts to cry a few tears. Not because his dad just kicked him out of his house, but because he ruined whatever him and jisung had for that idiot.

The more he thinks about it the more he realized he only ended up hurting him and Jisung. He feels sick to his stomach ever thinking that he hurt jisung.

He wanted to make things right, he wanted to go to Jisungs house. He started to walk there confident that he will make things right. 

what if he doesn't want me to make things right. What if he hates me know.

Minho stops in his tracks. His confidence he had soon faded away into the abis. He can't go there, but where is he going to go? 

He pulled out his phone to call the only person that knew about his situation. Chan. 

The phone rang for a while but Minho thought screw it and he started walking to Chan's house. 

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He now stood in front of Chan's Making three loud knocks. 

Chan opened the door, and widened his eyes. 

"Minho what are you doing here?" 

Minho immediately started sobbing and Chan wrapped his arms around him, pulling him inside.

Luckily Jisung had been asleep so Chan wasn't worried. 

Chan walked him over to his couch and continued to hug him until he had calmed down. 

"Are you ready to talk?" chan asked while rubbing little circle on Minho's back. 

"It's my dad, I-I finally came out to him by accident." That made Minho start crying again. 

"I would ask how it went, but I feel I already know." Chan said hugging Minho fully this time. 

"He kicked me out, I didn't know where else to go. I won't lie i was going to Jisungs first, but I was scared he hates me after what I did." that made minho's heart break saying out loud. 

"No no Minho he wouldn't hate you, he is just confused and doesn't understand why you just wanted to end your friendship." 

"No you don't understand he does hate me, he doesn't wa-" 

"Why do you get the right to dictate my feelings?" an unknown voice said to Minho. 

Minho looked up at Chan to meet eyes with jisung. 

"J-jisung what are you doing here." He noticed the bruised and bandages on him and stood up and walked towards him.

"What happened to you are you okay?"

"Why would you care?" 

Minho looked up and meet eyes with jisung, he had been crying also. 

"I am so so sorry." Minho grabbed Jisungs hand in his. 

"I want to explain everything.. I have wanted to explain everything to you but I have been to scared, I don't want you to judge me, please just give me a chance and i'll make it better."

Jisung sighed and looked at the couch were chan was still sitting. 

"i'll excuse myself." Chan said while walking out. Jisung lead Minho to the couch and sat down. "You have one chance to explain yourself starting now." 

"I geuss i'll just start from the beginning.  My home life is really bad. My mom only married my dad because she needed to escape her parents. She didn't know much about my dad and he seemed like a Gentlemen. They had one year of a  'fulfilling' marriage before they had me and that's where things started to take a turn for the worst. My dad's true self came out. He started becoming abusive towards me and my mom and would get drunk all the time. He was always making fun of my mom for being Bi and made it a point to be  homophobic. A long time ago I told him that I was gay....

I had gone to bed with bruises almost every nigh for years since then. I got tired of it so I started getting bulk and working out, and separating myself from everyone. I met Chan In the gym and we became close and i told him about my situation. From their I met the others. I guess i bullied people because i wanted to suppress my true feelings. Chan always told me not to, but I couldn't control myself. My dad did stop hitting me because I could easily over power him but his comments never ended. 

Ever since he couldn't hurt me physically he would do anything to hurt me mentally. He would tell me I need to eat more because I was to scrawny and then call me fat. He was never satisficed. All while this was happening my mom would just sit there and watch. So my life has sucked. 

When I met you in the Bathroom and you helped me out even though I had spent years bullying you, idk but something inside me turned. It made me feel bad, and my guilty conscious abrupted. Then we kissed and you know the rest of our story. I have wanted to cuddle you and kiss you and call you mine because.....

Because..... 

I love you. 

I started loving you a while ago because your something so special I don't want to be taken away from my life. But my dad was in the way, and I Didn't want him to hurt you just to get to me. So I thought I did what was best. I brought those girls in to make you hate me. It worked for a while. Then I accidently told my dad i was gay. And He kicked me out of the house. So I hurt you for now reason, and I don't deserve you., 

Jisung didn't know what to say. He did know for sure that Minho was perfect and he loved him to. He tackled him into a hug. Minho was surprised but he hugged around his waist. 

"I love you to." Jisung said with visiable tears in his eyes. 

"I dont care what your dad has to say about you, because in my eyes your perfect. You do deserve me, I am the one who doesn't deserve you. I am sorry for jumping to conclusions and being so cold towards you. I thought we had something and then you just left. I don't want you to leave me again." 

with that last sentence jisung held on tighter digging his face into minhos neck. 

"I Promise I won't leave again." 

"I love you" 

"I love you too." 

"Jisung, Do you want to be my boyfreind?" 

Jisung stood up and stopped hugging him and looked away. 

Minho got scared. "It's okay i know this was way to quick you don't have to answer now, or ever. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. I love you so i'm willing to take as lo-" 

Minhos sentence was cut short with two lips against him. Jisung pulled away beaming. 

"Of course I want to be yours." 

Minho smiled. Jisung went back to cuddling Minho enjoying his now boyfriends scent. 

"I am glad i can now call you mine." Minho said. 

"You could of for a while. 

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