Evanescent

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ayana pov

i'm laying in bed beside john and i can't stop thinking about billie. she has invaded my mind like a virus.

i truly cannot stand it.

suddenly i feel john's hand on my thigh and i look over at him. he trails his hand higher and i stop him.

"i'm not in the mood" i say

"okay" he say before pulling his hand away "is there anything going on? you've been distant lately"

"no,i'm fine" i say

"are you sure ayana?"

"yes,are you okay?" i ask

"yes,why wouldn't i be? you're amazing and all i need" he say

i smile at him before pressing a kiss against his lips.

the next morning i wake up to an empty bed. i look around and see his keys gone which means he's at work.

i get out of bed and begin to get ready for today. i take a few pics of myself,once i'm ready. i look at myself in the mirror one last time before walking out my room.

i grab my car keys and leave out the house. i get in my car and begin driving to the local starbucks.

i get my usual and head to my parents house. i honestly have no plans today so i'm gonna bother them.

i knock on the door repeatedly like the police and finally my mom answers.

"ayana,why are you here?" she says

"mom,you know you love me and i'm your favorite child" i roll my eyes playfully

"you're my only child" she say

"what about lyric?" i ask

"that's not my child" she roll her eyes as i walk in

"she calls you mom"

"i'm not that girl mother. goodbye. don't start ayana" she say

i laugh but then immediately shut up realizing that lyric still is my sister. i hate her though. she's my dad child.

"ugh she gets on my nerves" i say

"unfortunately your dad had to fuck a lame before meeting me" she say

"mommm" i laugh

my mom has no filter,she's going to say what's on her mind no matter what and she doesn't care.

when i first introduced my boyfriend to her the first thing she gonna say is 'oh you got you a handsome white man' like lady do you ever shush.

my dad said 'i thought you were gay' when i never even said anything about me being gay. when have i ever been with a girl?

well...now i am but that's not the point.

"how has work been?" she asks

"the usual. nothing has been happening lately except for one thing but that's it"

"what happened?" she asks as we sit down on the sofa together

"so there was this inmate with a really bad drug addiction. turns out she had been getting her drugs from a officer. she overdosed and he propped her up to make it look like suicide"

"oh my god. he should be fired. was he fired? did he go to jail?"

"i was the only one to know the truth" i say

"ayana ,what! you have to tell someone"

"i mean i did but they can't do nothing about it. this guy is very powerful and an asshole. he threatened me" i say