Evanescent

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billie pov

i jump out of my sleep to realize i had a dream,that i had a dream i cheated on her. that means i did cheat on her.

the one person i actually loved and wanted to spend my life with. i messed it all up.

it's been a month and the dreams are constant. i keep trying to trick my mind into believing it wasn't real when it very much was.

she haven't spoken to me and honestly i have been the most horrible in life. i hated how i hurt her like that. i hated myself.

i tried calling her from different numbers and every time she heard my voice she hung up.

i need to explain everything to her. we need to talk. i really can't believe i did that.

i would hate me to if i was in her position. i miss her so bad. the days without her seem empty. i had gotten use to her with me all the time that i can barely get through the day without sobbing.

i heard she left california. i need to see her again,i don't care if she hates me i just need to see her to make sure she's doing okay.

i look over at the time on my phone and see it's 9pm. i suddenly get this idea,that probably sounds crazy but i don't care.

i make a fake account on insta and head to pinterest. i look for a picture of a random girl and i find one and look at the comments to find her instagram.

i screenshot one of her pics and post it to the account with the caption "new acc🥰 since my ex a stalker".

i follow a whole bunch of random people and start getting likes on my posts.

i then search up ayana's username and follow her before dming.

ayana.anderson

hii girl
i just wanna say ur so prettyyyy

hiii
aww thank you
so are you <3
the caption on ur post tho 💀💀

yeah she's so crazy,she went out the way to make new accs to talk to me

sounds like something my ex would do😭

maybe we got the same ex or something 😂

i doubt it 😭
what's ur ex name tho?

barrie

interesting name 😃

hahhaa yeah
she was fine asf tho
she had short black hair,she was short asf, stubborn as hell, her eyes were so gorgeous,big titties,some ass, got some freckles if you upclose,eyebrows thick,lips on 10, exclamation point on the nose

sounds like my ex 😮
she cheated on me though so fuck her

damn
i'm sorry abt that
you got a new boo?

no
even though she cheated on me i still love her
i miss her too if i'm being honest
i know i didn't deserve what she did but...i'm literally in love with that girl

i could help you get her off your mind😊

and how would you do that ? 🤨

by coming over to ur house and eating you out like it's my last meal
you'll be hooked

😮😮😮
where you live?

wherever you live 🤭

billie stop fucking playing with me.

who tf is billie?