Evanescent

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ayana pov

currently billie and i am talking about our past relationships while eating. "i'm gonna be honest and say i haven't been in like a real relationship and when i did which was like when i was 19 i cheated on her like five times. my other stuff was just different hoes i had" she say

my eyes widen at that information that makes me question everything. i need to find a way to get her back in jail so she can't cheat.

"i cheated because i didn't like her and she was all over me annoying and i had to find a way to get her off me. she wouldn't leave even with the times she caught me cheating. that shit had me mad. she only left cause i told her i would send my friends to shoot up her family house" she say

i can't even process everything she just said. maybe her ass do belong in prison. max at that. this girl is crazy.

"of course i would've never did it but you know,had to scare her. you don't have to worry about all that. i really like you" she say before drinking some of her juice "you wanna know about my hoes?"

"no...i've heard enough" i smile . the excruciating pain that is going throughout my body knowing i'm im literally playing with fire by being with her.

yes she likes me but what if she's lying. she could possibly be lying and the girl isn't so crazy. let me stop.

still,she could possibly end up not liking me anymore and cheat on me. that would be so embarrassing for me.

"please stop overthinking. i want you ayana. i promise" she say

"hmm okay" i say

"baby" she say

"i believe you" i say knowing damn well i'm lying

"okay good" she smiles "what about yours?"

"well you already know how my past relationship went" i say

"how did you two meet?" she asks

"we met through my old friends. they told me they wanted to go hang out at someone's house and there was like five guys there and all my friends were like 'he totally likes you' and blah blah blah and then he approached me. i'm not friends with them anymore though"

"boring. our meeting story is definitely better. why aren't you friends with them anymore?"

"when we started dating one of them came to me like 'you knew i liked him and you went behind my back and dated him' and everyone else's was like backing her up but she never mentioned that around me all those times we were hanging. plus she and the other girls were all telling me to date him. i didn't even fight for the friendship cause i knew they were crazy after they pulled that shit. she never mentioned him ever so i'm confused on how i knew" i say

"that's so fucked up. they were terrible friends and you deserved better than that" she say

"thank you. my relationship before him was some guy i met online. he lived in my area so we hung out all the time. he was a nice guy but we had to end things because it was more of a friendly thing than romantic. we never really kissed or anything or had dates." i say

"well he messed up losing you. you're amazing"

"yeah we both decided to remain friends instead. we were fine just as friends" i say . that little relationship didn't hurt me at all.

"i'll pay" she say before pulling her wallet out

"i can pay for myself billie" i say because i really hate when people spend their money on me.

"i got you baby. i'm going to pay whether you like it or not." she say before standing up with the ticket

i reach over trying to snatch it out her hand but she moves her hand quickly smirking.