❤︎🐢〖ROTTMNT Oneshots/Scenarios 〗🐢❤︎

🦋 BF! Leonardo X Sleep Deprived! BF/GF! Reader 🦋

❧ AN: Eyyyy~ Whats up yall? Ok so a few things, I'm adding a character to this one-shot! I mentioned on my account's feed (under conversation) that after I finish a few one-shots for the turtles is ill start writing 8-9 one-shots for the new character, will I reveal it? Nope, UvU considers this a soon-to-be Christmas gift (it'll probably be late tho sobs qwq). So keep an eye out for some news coming up on it.

Another thing is the pronouns I put in my stories, guys that's been happening since my other one-shot book(s), the reason why I put it like this; her/his/their and she/he/they, is because if I only put they/them pronouns, I felt that I'm limiting my readers. Y/N in my story(s) is gender neutral, yes, but I want my readers to use any pronouns. Now I understand that reading it is confusing, I get it, but I'm not going to change it. This is how I write.

So there's that. I didn't want to say anything about it (more like write but know-) mainly because it wasn't bothering me, but when you keep getting the same comments from several other users and writers about it, it becomes a bit of a bother. So anyways, enjoy reading one out of...uh...

-checks lists-

...Around seven future one-shots! And happy holidays! (^V^)/ 

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❧ (Y/N): Your name

❧ (F/A): Favorite animal

❧ (F/D): Favorite drink

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🦋 Y/N's P.O.V. 🦋

     "Mmh...", I hummed out softly, squinting my eyes in attempt to fall asleep and telling my brain to stop talking and thinking so much. Opening my eyes fully, I'm greeted by darkness, the only light source; the alarm clock showing the time. As of right now, it's three in the morning. Nowhere near daybreak, geez, I must've been trying to sleep for hours as well as overthinking everything. 

School's been hard, my mentality isn't any better either. But, I don't want the turtles or April to worry. Especially Leo, even though I tell him that I'm fine, I have an inkling that he knows but didn't want to push the topic. The truth is, I'm scared. I'm scared of failure, disappointment, and being a nuisance. Anything. And since the invasion of the Krang as well as its defeat, it's gotten worse. Much worse. 

     I don't wanna feel this anymore, I feel like crying; letting out an intense wave of emotions. I've done it so many times back at home, but I guess I'm feeling more and more numb to it. I don't even want to sleep anymore because of my negative thoughts trying to eat me alive; my anxiety wanting to make me go erratic for no apparent reason, and my depression and guilt wanting me to remember the things I've regretted.

'...crap', I thought to myself rubbing away the tears forming and begin getting up with a soft sigh to not wake Leo up, I quietly made my way to the kitchen, maybe a drink and some baby (F/A) videos can help calm my mind and settle down my negative thoughts. And maybe I can finally be tired enough to sleep. I hope.

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🦋 Leo's P.O.V. 🦋

     I had a feeling she'd/he'd/they'd wake up at this hour, sitting up I wait for (Y/N) to come back. But at the same time, I mentally worry as to why (Y/N) is up so late. It honestly can be anything, maybe she/he/they had a nightmare? I mean, the Kranng invasion was terrifying to say the least, but I feel that it's much more personal than that. By the time I hear soft footsteps, I see (Y/N) walking in holding a cup full of (F/D). "Oh. Hey..." "Hey...", I replied softly and pat the bed, motioning her/him/them to sit next to me.

 Watching closely, (Y/N) trod carefully and tiredly, almost like she's/he's/they're being hesitant. Being careful about her/his/their choices that revolve around her/him/them and me, something is definitely wrong. (Y/N) then climbs back in bed and rests her/his/their head on my plastron in silence, giving me permission to hold her/him/them close to me. 

     After a few minutes I broke the silence, "You wanna talk about it?", I asked and she/he/they shook her/his/their head 'no', "That's ok, you don't have to. You've been through a lot today already", I said holding her/him/them closer. "Mm...", I hear her/him/them hum out and yawned softly, as another few more silent moments passed I spoke again, "(Y/N)?" "Hm?", (Y/N) hummed again and I cupped her/his/their face, softly giving a small kiss, "L-Leo?", (Y/N) called but before she/he/they said something I start talking.

"I don't know what you've been through, but know that the pain you are feeling cannot compare to the joy that is coming"

"Ok Mi Amor?~"

"Ok"

"...Leo?"

"Yes (Y/N)?"

"...Thank you...💙"