Forever After

Here goes nothing...

"Hey..Selena" I said "How are you? Do you wanna talk about it?"

She just sat there still on my lap and didn't move

I let out a sigh

What is going to make her talk...and make her stop crying.

I guess she just might need her time. I guess.

*Selena p.o.v*

I'm been here crying, on Justin's lap for like an hour. Now he's even played me a song. That I couldn't help myself but to cry about it. Like before I cried about one thing. But during the song and just cried about everything about me and everyone in the world. That song is the greatest ever. I love it. Shortly after the song I stopped crying. That song is like makes me feel beautiful. I just love it. Lucky I stopped crying. Justin ask me if I was okay and if I wanted to talk about. I don't really know if I wanna talk about it...I just really want to. But at the same time I really don't want to tell him. It's not like I don't trust him. If I didn't he wouldn't have been my best friend or my boyfriend. The thing is it to emotional for me, to talk about it. Like I never wanna think about it, or talk about it. It's to terrible. But I'm guessing I'm going to talk to him sometime, so why not now. Here goes nothing..

*Justin's p.o.v*

We sat there in silence for a good long bit.

"J-just-tin" she said with her voice all shaky from crying

"Yes?" I answered

"Wh-hy I " she cleared her voice

"Why I have been crying is..well when I was around the age 7, my mom promised me a huge birthday. Around that time my mom was pregnant. That night she went somewhere. She said she was going to be back before my birthday, she never was" she sighed and put a piece of hair behind her hair. She started talking again "I was left alone for a whole week. Cause my dad was on a business trip, to Florida. My mom finally came back. Now that I realize she killed the baby inside her, with drugs and alcohol. She would do drugs and alcohol everyday, every night, anytime or anywhere. Then that's when she started beating me. Everyday, Every night, Every time she could get her hands on me. Anything I did if I laughed, if I talked, and really if I breathed. Eventually my dad came home. When he did I run straight towards him; I didn't stop running till I got to him. I cried into his arms. My mom lied to him, Why I did. Then since my dad was back she couldn't beat me anywhere, anytime. She would go lie to my dad that she was going to tell me good night. But really she just beat me. Until she go her Satisfaction of beating me. Then she would leave and pretended nothing happened. I Eventually started showing Bruising; also marks where she beat me. My mom would always cover up her lies. She always told my dad that I would fall or something. She, she would lie. My dad never realized she beat me. Never, ever, ever will. Now that he's dead he'll never know. I loved it when I was with him, cause he never hurt me or anything. He loved me so much, he would go a get me toys and stuff to make me happy, now he's long gone. Miles away from here. Never coming back. " she inhaled and she started to cry again, she rested her head on my shoulder. And cried.

And there's another part of her story. Now I know. I wrapped my arms around her, I hugged her. So tight.

I guessing this is my time to speak..I guess. It either say something or let it remain in her soul as she cries out. Okay I will talk...here it goes...

"Selena.." I said stopping to see if she heard me. She shook her head to tell me she was listen. "Selena, I'm never really good at these thing. Just like I'm not good at cooking." She chuckled a little "but I really do mean this, that is the past, Selena. I know It still haunts you. I think you can pass this. I really do think so. I love you a lot, remember that." I kissed the top of her head

She beginning to cry more than she was.

Oh great.

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Yay, I finally finished this chapter! It took me a week. I wanted to update it earlier. But I was busy.

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