Addison- A FatherSoot OC story

The grieving process.

Okay, let me have it. Every scream you can post right here, I don't mind go ahead. 

It's going to be okay. 

I'd just like to shoutout any people who make headcanons, since they were the ones I took a lot of inspiration from. Some of these were kind of easy, but the others I couldn't really figure out and y'all helped. 

Some spam called my friend and they were from Georgia so she let me answer it and I just shouted "DIDJA GET A WHOPPA!" 
They hung up. 

Y'all cry easy. The only thing I've ever cried to is the Sadist animatic of Passerine. 

I need room assignments to help me focus so here we go; 
Dream and george
Sapnap, Quackity, Karl
Tommy, Tubbo, Ranboo
Philza and Techno
Punz and purpled
Niki and Puffy
Schlatt and Charlie (forgot he existed shut up)
Bad and Skeppy
Fundy and Eret
Sam and Ponk 

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In the week after Addison's death, the SMP had shattered. 

Technoblade hadn't said a word to anyone, and Phil wasn't being dramatic. He barely ate, slept all the time, and didn't get up unless to go to the bathroom. Phil tried to get him to eat and always left meals on his desk, but they mostly went untouched. 

Tommy was pissed off all the time, the smallest thing could set him off. His rage would often descend into a meltdown, and he'd start crying and apologizing and rambling. Phil would try to get him to eat at least once a day. Some days he'd eat in sullen silence,  other's he'd snap and shout if Phil even went into his room. 

Tubbo didn't get up much, often staying in bed and crying. Ranboo tried to comfort him, and Tubbo often clung to him for cuddles. (That is the cutest image). 

Ranboo was trying so hard to figure out why the hell Addison died. He spent all day researching and often ended up crashing in his chair over by his desk because he was researching too much. Phil would always come up to his room and get him into his bed, which meant waking him up enough to walk since that man was a giant. He wasn't eating or drinking much because he didn't want to get distracted, but Phil would always leave stuff for him to eat, hoping that he'd eat something and force Tubbo to eat. 

Karl acted like he was fine, but he'd randomly break down when he was doing simple tasks. The first few days, he didn't get up out of bed. After, he started breaking down almost every hour. Quackity, Sapnap and Bad tried to comfort him when they were around. 

Sapnap almost tried to light some of Addison's belongings on fire, which Phil stopped quickly. He'd been sleeping with one of Addison's stuffed animals he'd stolen. No one said anything about it. He'd spend hours online, on Tik Tok or rewatching old streams. One time, Phil glanced at his phone and saw that it was a stream Sapnap had done when Addison broke into his room and stole his PC, playing Minecraft. Sapnap wiped his eyes and Phil realized he was crying. He also left every night but Phil didn't know where, only that he came home with a black eye and another time with a split lip. 

Dream always insisted he was fine. After the first night Phil hadn't even seen him cry. But he kept staring off into the distance or glancing at the corner of his vision like he was seeing something that wasn't there. He was also much quieter, which was saying something. 

George slept all the time. He hardly ever got up and when he was sleeping he got nightmares. Dream often had to wake him up. Dream also had to force him to eat something a lot of the time. 

Quackity went out every night, but Phil had no idea where he went. 

Niki kept Addison's room super clean for some reason. It was always perfect, dusted, the bed was made and all that. Phil helped her the first day but then.... he just couldn't. Niki also baked and cooked a lot.