"How are you supposed to keep your man with your hair in that mess, Tamia?"
"And has your hair been looking like that all week?" She went on talking about my hair now, considering it was blown-out instead of well kept, hot combed and straightened t...
"Let's do this again some time, maybe next weekend?" The moms ended up saying as I smiled a tight smile, walking up my driveway and making my way into the house with no response.
As soon as I did, I closed the door behind me and dropped everything that I was holding as I placed my back against the door.
Today was already such a draining day and spending time with these snobby women in this community had drained me of everything that I'd had left.
I was exhausted.
Breaking me away from my thoughts though, I furrowed my eyebrows, seeing something bright red shining from the living room
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My mouth dropped as I looked around, seeing what had been done to the living room. I couldn't help but to smile since I knew that this was Yasin and I knew that this was his sorry.
I began taking pictures and recording videos before I went and grabbed the lone note that sat on top of one of the bouquets.
I'm sorry, baby.
I never meant to hurt your feelings and I never meant to embarrass you like that.
Forgive me.
I put 10k upstairs on the bed for you.
I love u.
I couldn't help but to roll my eyes as I looked around the quiet house again, enjoying what was given to me.
I mean, of course, I appreciated the gesture and I loved when he loved me in his love language; which was gifts. So I was happy that he was being empathetic about the situation earlier and putting his pride to the side.
I was just tired of him having to apology.
And I was damn sure tired of apologies happening only through gifts and money.
He wasn't even here right now to apologize verbally, he never was and that's what makes me upset.
That's what makes me feel the way that I do right now.
It's like Yasin just missed the whole point when it came to certain things and I was just tired of trying to redirect him.
I was just tired of being tired in general.
Brushing away all of my thoughts, I looked at everything one more time and read the note again, just to make myself feel better before I went upstairs.
I needed to wash this day away.
—
Yasin Dowery
"She's mad at me, bro." I went on venting to Endo as I blew smoke from my mouth.
"Aw damn."
"What you do to my lil' sister now, nigga?" He asked as he typed on his phone and I sat there with my chair pushed back, smoking my blunt.
