Hallucinations [HxH story]

Chapter 4 (couldn't think of a name)

Killua's Pov

I don't understand. We were having a good time. Why did it have to end on a bad note? Was it something I said?
He switched up so fast, and the worst part is, I don't know what caused it.

I felt a light tug on my jacket. I glance over to look, and I see Alluka looking at me in concern.
"Hey, it's okay! I'm pretty sure it wasn't anything you said! He mentioned earlier that he was tired at the restaurant. He's probably just tired!"

Alluka gave me a reassuring smile. She has a good point. He did say that, after all. Was he covering up the fact that he was tired? He's usually good at doing so, or at least he was. Sometimes, it seemed like he'd never run out of energy. I'd always ask him if he came with an off button.
I smile, remembering the times we spent together. It's good to know that his nice attitude hasn't changed, but I can't shake off the feeling that he has. The thought tugs me in the back of my head. But if he really changed, then how? I snap back into reality, Alluka and I were walking down the sidewalk, but there's nowhere we're heading to.

I looked over at Alluka, who also seemed to have something on her mind. I'm assuming she's thinking about the move-out.
I gently placed my hand on her shoulder and smiled at her.

"How about we head home as well? I have something fun in mind we can do! Just the three of us!"

I glanced at her scarf, hoping she got the hint.
Her expression went from confused to a very happy Alluka.
"Really!?!" Her eyes glittered in joy
I smiled as she squealed in joy.

About an hour went by, and we finally made it home. We took the elevator to the 3rd floor and we entered our suite.
We both took off our hats, jackets, and scarves and hung them on our pole hanger by the door. We put on our slippers, and we make our way to the living room.
Alluka takes out a golden locket necklace that was hidden underneath her scarf and jacket. She places the locket on the floor and opens it. She takes a few steps back, and a very bright light shines from inside the locket. Nanika pops out of it and smiles at Alluka.
"Hi~"
Alluka embraced Nanika to a huge.
"HI Nanika! Sorry I kept you in there for most of the day. "
Nanika, of course, didn't say anything. She doesn't usually say much, really, but once you're around her a lot, she does but without a voice. Sign language is another way she talks. Before Alluka and Nanika split, Alluka learned sign language in hopes of communicating with Nanika better. Nanika learned sign language in Alluka's body.
Nanika came over to me and hugged me. I hugged her back
"Hey Nanika, how's it going?"

Nanika puts her thumb up
"That's good to hear or..." Well, then see, but it's still good either way!"

Alluka looks at me smiling
"So what did you have planned in mind?"

"Well, I was thinking we could make sugar cookies and watch a movie."

"Okay!!"

The three of us made our way to the kitchen and prepared the items we needed

Gon's Pov

I had to leave. I needed to, but I don't understand why. There were so many thoughts coming in at once. Some of them didn't feel like mine. One of them told me I had to leave. I didn't even think it through. It was so commanding. I felt like I had to leave. Even if I didn't necessarily want to. It was all sort of a blur, really.
I walked down the sidewalk thinking about going home. There wasn't much to do anyways, besides I've socialized too much for today. I'd fall apart if I had to talk to anyone else. I continue with my walk home thinking thoughts that I shouldn't. I occasionally looked around my surroundings. Everyone's looking at me. I looked at the people around me. A couple around the corner talking, laughing, enjoying their day. A mother with her two kids entering a nearby store. Cars passing by, the people walking in front and behind me. They are all looking at me. It's like they know my every move. They look away as I look around. What did I do? Do they know about the horrible things I've done? Of course, they are! Why else would they be looking? The cold air suddenly became tight. Tension grew as I continued with my walk home. I thought about taking the bus. Surely I'd be safe there. I checked my surroundings once more, and again, everyone looked away. I saw a bus stop sign nearby, and I start heading over there. Each step I took seemed tiny, the bus stop looked further, and further away. Time seemed to be going slowly. The walk there felt like an eternity, but I was finally there. I stood there anxiously waiting for the bus to come. I breathed heavily, feeling scared, feeling nauseous, and even a little light-headed. I checked my surroundings and I see a man no older than his mid-20s walk toward me. Panic settle in my body, I wanted to run but my body didn't want to move. The man stood beside me, I looked away but my eyes focused on him. The man turned toward me with concern.
"Hey, are you okay? You're breathing very roughly and your face is drenched with sweat."

The bus pulled over and without hesitation, I decided to book it. I ran as fast as I could. I didn't bother to look back but it felt like I was being chased again. I made turns until I was familiar with the area. Thoughts were hitting me left and right to the point where I couldn't think straight. I continue to run for who knows how long and I finally see my apartment. I make my way into the lobby running past the security guard. I press the buttons on the elevator. I turned to look and the security guard charged toward me.
"Hey! Who the hell do you think you are!?"

The elevator door finally opened and I made my way inside spam pressing the close button. The guard got closer and closer until the door closed in front of him.
I sigh in relief and I press the button to go to my floor.
Before the elevator moved I heard the receptionist ladies speak.
"Was that Gon Freecs again?"

"We really need to kick him out one of these days."

The elevator took me to the fourth floor and I made my way to my room exhausted and depressed. I unlocked the door and entered my dirty apartment. I closed the door and plopped down on the floor. I look at my hands, just now noticing them trembling. It didn't matter now, at least I was safe. As I closed my eyes I still felt eyes on me. I hated it. It always feels like something's watching me but I can never see who is it...what it is. I take out my phone and turn on my alarm. The bills can't pay themselves. I have a feeling it's gonna be rough, especially since I took a two-week break.
I place my phone beside me on the floor and I close my eyes to go to sleep.

Killua's pov

I pick up my sloppy cookie off the pan. Some of them were baked into each other. I didn't mind, I'm just glad I didn't burnt them this time.

Alluka glanced over to look at my disgraceful cookies.
She smiles
"At least they won't be burnt! I put mines in too this time!"

I pick up a cookie from my pan to take a bite. When I took a bite, I was practically trying to bite a rock! Finally, a piece broke off and I miserably ate it as my jaw hurt from the force I'm using to chew. The worst part? It had no flavor! It just tasted like flour. Yuck.

Alluka only laughed
"Looks like you mixed the batter too much."

"What do you mean too much!? I mixed it as long as you did!"

"You mixed it quickly! You were rough with the batter!"

"Well, I never said I was a professional." I shrugged

Nanika swiped a cookie off the tray and ate it. She made a face as she chewed.
"Hard," she signed

I took the tray and threw away the cookies. Cooking isn't my thing, let alone baking. I only know how to cook basic foods like chocolate chip pancakes or an omelet or something. It might not seem much, but Alluka and Nanika appreciates it. All that matters is that it tastes good for them.

"Well I think that settles it for cookies" I said annoyed

"Let's just watch some movies and go eat out later, then we can go to the drive through winter wonderland tonight!"
Alluka smiled

"Can we bring nanika too?"

I thought about it for awhile. Bringing Nanika out in public isn't usually the best idea. Considering it'll be dark out, why not?

"Okay fine, as long as she wears her glasses and sticks close to us"

"Yay! Thank you brother!" She jumped towards me and hugged me

I'm really gonna miss this when she's gone.

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Heyy it's been awhile since I've opened wattpad ☠️
To be completely honest, I lost interest in this book however I'll try my best to keep going because I still have a bunch of ideas for this story and I don't want them going to waste. This chapter is really short, sorry about that 😭
I planned for something to happen but reading back I forgot this happened somewhere early afternoon. Also should I remove the bold for the dialog yes or no?
Anyways enjoy this chapter! And have a good day or night!

(I understand how it feels like to wait for a new chapter after the creator abandoned their story so that's probably some good motivation)