EUPHORIA || BANGCHAN

chapter nineteen

ARRIVED HOME, BANGCHAN helped me walk from the car to my room. "I can't believe your state y/n." He said, disappointed, as he sat me on the edge of the bed. However my drunken conditions, I just fell on the ground and ended up sitting there. He did allow us to drink, but he didn't want to end up babysitting.

Seems like his wish wasn't heard.

Bangchan sighed and sat behind me with my hairbrush in his hand. "Can I brush your hair?" He asked. "Yes," I replied.

He started carefully, not wanting to hurt me. We stayed in silence for a while until I spoke up. "You know Felix, I don't know if-"

"I'm not Felix, y/n" He interrupted me.

"Of course you are, you're brushing my hair. So as I was saying, there's this guy I know and I really like him."

Bangchan's brushing movements stopped for a second and continued after, still in his loving and careful way. My sentence picked up his curiosity.

"What does he looks like?" Chan asked

"He has blond hair." That is all I said.

"Do you remember his name?"

"Yeah"

"What is it?"

"Bangchan."

Bangchan let out a sigh and continued his interview. "What do you like about him?"

"He's kind and funny."

"Only that?"

"He's also pretty and hot."

"Anything else?"

"He makes me feel special and turns my belly upside down. I love his personality, he's so sweet to me. He's good at sports and in school. His smile never fails to light up my day, he's the only one able to comfort me the way he does. He's just Chris, you know?" I said smiling at the memories flowing in my brain.

The pretended so-called Felix also smiled behind you.

"If that guy you're talking about likes you back, how would you take it? What would be your reaction?"

"I would be happy!"

"And if he asked you to be his girlfriend?"

"I would say yes!!!"

Bangchan got up to place the hairbrush back where it was with a big smile plastered on his face after your drunken confession and came back to put you to bed.

"C'mon y/n, you can't sleep on the floor." He said.

I turned around, surprised to hear his voice. "Bangchan?! Since when are you there?!" I yelled.

Chan looked at you with a confused face. "I'm here since the beginning?"

"DID YOU SNEAK INTO MY HOUSE WITHOUT PERMISSION?" I jumped on my feet.

"Y/n, what are you saying...? I live with you." He said with a hint of exasperation in his voice.

I blinked a few times and looked around to realize he did indeed live in the same house as me. "Oh. You're right."

We both stayed standing in the room, not moving for a couple of seconds until I decided I wanted to sleep. "I'm sleepy."

"Okay well, goodnight y/n. I'll be in my room beside you if you need anything." He patted my head and walked past me, but I took his arm, stopping him.

He stopped walking and turned towards me.

"Sleep with me," I commanded.

His mouth grew into a smirk, his eyebrows raised, and said "I just knew you were that whipped for me" with a teasing tone. He pretended to think for a second. "What if I say no?"

My expression turned into a frown and the alcohol in my body made me mad that he didn't say yes directly, or it was just the fact I couldn't have my way directly, so I approached him.

I slowly dragged my fingers from his shoulders to wrists, to finally wrap my arms around his neck and pull myself closer to his body. We stayed like this for a while until my hands started going down all the way to his belt, making sure I touched his abs and his body. I stopped at his belt and started playing with it, always keeping eye contact with him. He never broke that eye contact and just bit his lip.

I tugged on it and he nodded, giving me permission to remove it. I started to unbuckle it, making sure I took all of my time to do so, teasing him. When I finished, I looked at him with a cocky smile and left to put myself comfortably on my bed, putting the covers over me.

He scoffed and left for his room. He soon came back in a pajama and stood in the doorway.

"You're a naughty one, but I like it." Was all he said before coming into the bed next to me.

Once we were both laying on the bed, he did the usual and took me by the waist to pull our bodies closer.

I heard him whispering something in my ear, but I never got to hear it. My head was dizzy, I was sleepy and I fell asleep in less than two seconds in bangchan's arms.