Wrath Of Azura

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Big Bo

TW: Death (Disturbing descriptions for young viewers ahed)

I am happy and somehow proud of myself for seeing Azura grow up as someone who I once looked up to.

Hindi talaga ako agree sa paggawa niya ng gang because it will catch her some more attention... at malalaman iyon ng mga de Firoh, but she insisted... she kept on fighting to do what she wants because she believes... that she can help those people.

"Azura, halika na," I looked back at her, and she was staring down at a man who has lost all of his will to live, and just by looking at him. Kakaalis lang niya sa bilangguan and he was holding desperately of that packet of shabu.

Azura suddenly held out her hand. "Madumi jaan... magkakabulate ka niyan sa puwet, sige ka."

I was taken aback even the man does. Ano nanaman ginagawa ng bata na ito? 

"Anong pangalan mo po?" Azura asked the man who didn't stand up from his place.

"Poh," the man said nonchalantly.

"Okay, ako naman si Azura... so, come find me." Azura smiled and starts walking with me again.

"Bakit mo ginawa 'yon? and lately, may napapansin ako sa mga ginagawa mo. Why are you suddenly helping those kinds of people?" I asked because this kid is acting like Chris.

"I believe as long as your alive... there is no dead end. As long as you're human there is still a place for you."

"You breathe, you taste, you see, you can feel, and lastly your heart is till beating... I believe your journey does not end there." She looks at the sun that is rising slowly in the horizons.

I chuckled and ruffled her hair. "Saan mo naman natutnan 'yan?" 

"Sa'yo,"

I was speechless. I mean, what did I do? I was the reason kung bakit lahat ito nangyari and never once have I not stopped blaming myself for her death and... making you suffer. 

"There is no one to blame here, Big Bo... you gave me a new path and I want to go beyond by venturing it, and I want you to trust me." She smiled at me which made me smile.

I think... I've raised you well.

Hindi parin ako agree dahil nga about jaan kay Luminas na 'yan, pero wala akong makita na mali sa kaniya when it comes to Azura. He's most likely so in love with her...

"Azura, halika na-" I stopped when I saw how Azura hugged Luminas while Luminas' one arm is around her waist and his chin resting on her shoulders. He looks like someone who had calmed down after his tantrums.

I guess... I could trust him.

The moon is shining so bright... kahit maulan.

I was just smiling at the corner seeing her smile as bright as the sun while talking with the members of AODO. 

She's happy, Lily... did I do the right choice for trusting her? 

Actually, every tomorrow, next weeks, next months... the future scared me. I don't know what the future hold and it's terrifying, the fact that it will all happen once you were off guard.

I want to cherish these moments... because I know, I can never experience them again in this life.

I looked at them and see how these once happy group is now in chaos because of that one person. Azura is now dating Raizel that Aerum and Lucas hate. I don't know what to do also, hindi na siya umuuwi sa bahay para kumain o makipag-usap sa'kin about sa araw niya.