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Luminas

Maraming taon na din ang nakalipas as I was staring down at all the buildings, influences, and power I made along the way. I am one step closer to,  just a little more time.

"Intramuros Manila, Azura's gang AODO and Mavieous gang is having a battle. The original plan is aatake ang AODO sa Cavite, which is where Mavieous base is located... but because in AODO may... daga, master." Mike said while I started scrolling on my iPad.

I stumble upon a question, and it asked, "Mike... what is the tagalog of handsome?" I asked as I stare down at my notebook with many single words translated into Tagalog. My therapist told me that I should do this often to put away sex thoughts and to be familiarize to filipino language again after so many years in Europe and business overseas.

"Pardon?" Medyo gulat na sinabi ni Mike, "umm, Makisig po, sir."

"Ohh thank you so much!" I immediately wrote them it on my notebook. "Let them do whatever they want if they want to kill each other...then do it but I have a warning." I looked at Mike seriously.

"Don't put any bruises on Azura if I saw bruises on her... you know what I can do, Mike." I smiled politely... yes, I would go berserk even if this new drug I made to keep my cool won't hold me back to create another massacre.

"Yes po, sir, masusunod." Mike bowed and left my office.

I stared at the kiddie umbrella and sighed. "You are so reckless, Amore Mio."

I was just behind the wall and heard a loud smack from the other side. I guess uncle slapped his son again, it made me scoffed seeing uncle go crazy again because of his son not doing anything right.

Raizel has been constantly trying to be on the same level of achievement, but he can never be me or act like me. It made me chuckle a little knowing how hard is he trying to satisfy those board of directors when all of their favor is still on me.

Poor baby cousin... just another pawn for uncle.

Raizel came out of the office, and it made me smile... let me just add a little salt to his wound.

I go towards him with a joyful aura. "Ah Raizel, there you are!" I waved and walked closer to him, he looked so annoyed just to see my presence. "Wanna have lunch with me? It's kinda boring here."

"Shiloh, Pilipinas ito and dito nakalocate lahat ng pagmamayari ni dad, so speak tagalog. It's been thirteen years and you still don't know how to speak Tagalog? dumbass." Irita niyang sinabi sa'kin.

Wow, the audacity to use the word dumbass, when you were the one who was slapped for messing up the marketing sales sheets.

"Ah I see p-pasensiya. I can understand tagalog ng dahan-dahan, but I cannot talk well in taga-" I was cut off when he said he has classes and he just walked off. 

I smiled amusingly seeing how I made his day go worse, but it slowly fades when I saw Raizel and Azura... talking.

Since when did those two became close? I could feel myself heat up from jealousy. I just want her to yank away from him, but I stopped when I saw Raizel left and Azura all alone. I noticed how her expression changed when she stares at the Imperial building.

Afterall... you murdered its lady.

I walked towards her to calm her down because the aching of my heart won't stop seeing her so distressed.

"Are you okay? do you need some water?" I asked softly and put my hands on her shoulder to give it a light tap.

She flinched and she looked astonished seeing my bare face, right, I'm not wearing my mask so she' seeing my bare face. I gulped and felt... scared. Will she fear me? 

"Pinapakuha na po ba ako ni Lord?" 

I was taken aback from her question, and it made me laugh. Right, this woman is weak when it comes to handsome faces. I told her no and that I just saw her holding her head and that she might need a helping hand.

"Are you alright, Signora?" My eyes soften. I wanted to hug her because she needs it.

"S-Sì, sto bene" (Y-Yes, I am Alright) She unexpectedly spoke in Italian and she looked like she regret it. She really doesn't want to remember any of her days in Italy.

"È un sollievo, signora" (That's a relief, Ms.) I smiled and watched her bow a little and walked away.

Fuck, I'm horny.

"So, you want another hobby to avoid having sex thoughts?" My therapist asked me questioningly.

"Yes," I nonchalky answered. "I don't want to fuck other girls, because I'm saving myself from my first woman which is Azura, but I know I can't still do it her, because you know its Azura."

I don't want to rush things with her. I want to give her a good memorable sex.

"Well, that's good, Luminas. That you don't have any sexual intercourse with other women because of your sudden sex thoughts." He nodded and pursed his lips. "How about painting?"

"Won't that make me hornier? and have more sex thoughts?" 

"No, but it can distract you. I've known you, Luminas, even when you were still a kid... you have great talent of arts like your mother." He said while looking at me seriously.

"Uhm, andito na 'yung mga pinadala mo, Luminas." Mike said while putting down the boxes I ordered.

"Sige, lumabas ka na." I said while setting up my canvas.

"Hindi ka ba bibisita sa baba?" he asked.

"Hindi."

"Okay?" Naglakad na lang palabas si Mike to leave me alone.

Tinitigan ko lang ang blanko na canva at nag-iisip kung ano ang sunod kong gagawin. I grabbed a small bottle of the new drug that I've been making. I call it 10 seconds. It means only 10 second of sugar brain rush.

I sat down on the small tool as I felt the drug go through my whole system and I started painting without any lines, supports... I just paint. 

And 3 days without any sleep I finished my painting, then it struck me. "What the fuck... just happened?"

I stared at my work. It has three woman in that canva. One has a beautiful jet-black hair and she was putting a crown on someone's head and even though she was staring at that person. What caught my attention is her blood red eyes. Sadness and betrayal

The other one looks like Azura but with white snowy color hair flowing along with wind as her eyes with no color only white. It looks like she shows no emotions because of her eyes being white, but I see. Wrath.

Her hands were at the third girl's shoulder, and she looks like she was whispering in her ear. I slowly turned my gaze at the third girl. She looked young and being held tight by those women. She has those beautiful golden sun hair that reaches down above her shoulder and her eyes also shows a beautiful golden color.

But behind those vibrant and bright color of her eyes. It's empty.

"Tangina, ano nilagay ko sa droga na 'to?" agad ko tinignan ang bote at tinikman ulit yung natira, wala namang kakaiba na pwede ko gawin 'yung ganyan.

Ang sabi mawawalan ako ng mga sex thoughts pero puro babae naman ang pinitura ko.

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