I'm not just your boy toy (old version)

2-Advice from the family

2-Advice from the family

Garrett's pov

Ugh, why is it so bright? Ugh, my head hurts, it's too bright right now. Wait...this isn't my room? I'm naked too!

Omg, I didn't do what I think I did?! Suddenly, all flashbacks from last night come rolling back as fast as thunder. Oh, crap, I actually did it! Not only did I have a one-night stand, I did it without being drunk! Ugh, how the hell did I dare to do that? It's so unlike me. Where did I find that courage?

Wait, the guy from yesterday isn't there. Argh, I can still remember everything from last night. I kinda wish I had drank then, I wouldn't have remembered anything. I can picture the guy, his everything, us doing it. Argh, I have to put a stop to this! It makes me feel so embarrassed.

In reality, I went there because...I thought I could let myself be happy for a night...or I don't know...Ugh, it's so dumb what was I thinking? Did I seriously think I would find love there? That it would help me get back my love life? A gay bar..? I don't think so.

I guess I have a sex life now at least... crap, I can't remember if he used protection. Hm, where is it...?

I try to search a bit but then I remember he did put one.

Hmm, the guy is surprisingly clean. If I remember well, he didn't strike me as the type to be that..neat...He washed everything. Woah, I'm not even naked! He must have put on some clothes on me.

You couldn't even tell we did it last night...

Speaking of the guy, where is he? I have to talk to him. I can't let him go like that. I can't let him go. Last night..was wow..how can I describe it? The best sex I had in a long time. His body...his cock...No! Stop thinking of that! I have to thank him for letting me sleep here.

Thankfully it's a Saturday or else I would've been shrewd. Where is he? I don't see him. It's pretty silent... crap, he didn't leave, did he? I have to see him again. I can't let such a guy leave me like that!

I must be crazy to think like that. I can already tell that most people would think it's pathetic. It's just sex! Sex!

I guess he really isn't here. He's not in the kitchen, not in his room nowhere else. I don't see his shoes either. Did he have to leave me all alone in his apartment?

That's kinda mean...I thought he was nice. He seemed nice enough when we were doing it... Argh, I can't stop thinking about it! I don't think I'll ever forget a guy like that!

At least my head doesn't hurt as much. I wonder why it hurts?

Anyways, now what should I do? I guess I have to leave. I did after all promise my parents I'll visit them. Argh but I can't visit them stinking like that!

He won't mind if I take a shower? I hope not! I fear what he would say if he saw me stealing his shower like that! Oh well, I have no choice! I stink badly! Besides as much as it hurts me, I might never see him again...so last night shouldn't matter right..?

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I feel refreshed. I didn't think I'd feel that refreshed after the night I had. Even if I left the apartment already, I can't help but think about the guy. Will I not see him again? He was so hot...Perfection...Yes, it's my first one-night stand in my entire life but I loved it! Especially with that sexy guy!

Seriously, I hadn't had any actions in years but gosh, last night he made it feel special. I can't be the only one that felt it! Argh, now I desperately want to know who he is! Such a mystery!

I'll have to stop thinking about the guy for a bit through. I need to see my parents. I bought them flowers as I always do. My mom will mostly like it but as much as my dad jokes about it he likes it too.