I'm not just your boy toy (old version)

6-In desperation mode

6-In desperation mode

Garett's pov

I open my eyes and notice the sun then, I notice I'm not in my room. That's when everything from last night comes flowing back into my mind. I instantly blush.

Oh gosh, I'm in that guy's room...I can't believe last night happened. Even if I feel like smiling over and over again the back pain definitely confirms last night.

I'm relieved to see that for once he's still sleeping. Oh, he looks so handsome in his sleep. I can't believe that handsome face was inside of me last night. Sometimes it still feels like a dream.

Now that I think about it, it's not any guy that's sleeping soundly, it's Brandon! I thought I would never see him again! Especially after that text last night!

Why did he call me to do it if he claimed he didn't want to see me again? I'm so confused. Was it a lie?

As I try to remember what exactly went on yesterday, all the explicit stuff we did last night comes flowing back and I can't help but be embarrassed.

Regardless, I try to get up and find my phone still next to the bed situated in the drawer. I check the time and notice it's still early. Oh, so that might be why he's still sound asleep. Why did I wake up at 6 am? I don't usually wake up that early.

Even if last night was fun, I can't help but think about the sad truth that made me have so much hope.

I was still over the moon when he suddenly called, only a few hours before he texted me telling me he never wanted to see me again. It hurt me so much, I cried.

He was very rough last night, hence why it hurts so much in my backside. I can't help but remember he was drunk last night. He called me when he was drunk? Ugh, but even if he was, I still surrendered to him...Why can't I say no?

I look back at him still sleeping soundly on the bed. He seems to be quite fine. He's not frowning or anything. I can't help but notice his features.

He really is handsome. If only he knew that it's not only his body that is attractive but his face too.

I hope one day I'll be able to say the same about his personality. I immediately get reminded by the fact he's a playboy but I try to shrug it off. I don't want to think about that right now.

He's everything I want in a guy, exactly my type. What are the chances you meet exactly your criteria for a guy? I don't want to lose that chance.

His chestnut brown hair is all tussled in his pillow probably from last night. I think I might have grabbed his hair...Ugh, why did I? I blush embarrassed.

I can't currently see the colour of his eyes but I'll always remember them. They are clear blue, sky blue. They really are beautiful especially when they look at me...They always look at me with such hunger...Suddenly, he wakes up.

"Good morning..."

He opens his eyes and instantly notices me. His eyebrows twitch confused about what he's seeing until he finally does remember. He was drunk, right? Oh no so that means he doesn't remember yesterday...

"What are you doing here?" He says harshly. Oh...

"Um...you don't remember..."

"Ah, what happened last night?" He looks at my neck but I can't see why he does.

No, don't tell me he doesn't remember! I want him to remember last night!

"You...called me and then..we..did.."