I'm not just your boy toy (old version)

Epilogue (1/2)

-Epilogue (1/2)

Brandon's pov

3 years later...

3 whole years have gone by, geez, time goes by so fast. That also means I'm getting older, I'm 27 now and let's say in 3 years I did change a lot. Ok, maybe not body-wise or something but I'm certainly not the same guy from back then.

I'm still Brandon Clark..but I just became a better man overall. Am I saying this right? Gosh, I'm not used to saying those things.

When I mean I changed a lot, well it could've also meant my life changed a lot too. Ever since Garrett came into my life things really aren't the same.

Yeah, he's still in my life 3 years later, how crazy is that?! I managed to hold up to him for 3 whole years already, mind-blowing.

I always thought Garrett and I wouldn't last long but so far dating has been successful. Ok...I won't say we have been perfect in that sense but we still remain together and I think it's pretty mercurial that I'm still there.

Well..it might seem like we lasted 3 years together but that's a lie. Dating someone for the first time in years and living with them is challenging. It came with a lot of new experiences and things I had never gone through.

I won't say living with Garrett is a bad thing but it sure was an adjustment.

It's no surprise that we kind of broke up a few times in the past. It never lasted long as I'd start missing Garrett. I believe most of the time it was my fault, I was partly to blame but lately, I've been handling things better.

We haven't broken up or had a break in a year at least. We decided it wasn't healthy for our relationship, gosh, you already know who thought of that.

As sometimes I get fed up with Garrett, I leave for a day and have some fun, a bit like before, though, never is it gonna be really like before.

I'm certainly not hooking up with others, I only have eyes for Garrett. No one can match him.

So it's safe to say I have been faithful to Garrett. Sure before I used to do one-night stands all the time and cheating didn't exist but when you're dating, you get fandom cheating like that.

If I've got to be honest, during our breaks, especially at the start, I've thought of officially breaking off things with Garrett to be with someone else. Through, it never happened and I changed my mind fast.

During the last few years, I've developed an attachment to Garrett, a sort of bond I've never had with anyone. So I couldn't help but feel guilty and go back to him.

I still go to the bar those days, not as often but I go see Brent there. I still can't believe he still has two jobs but I guess he needs to pay the bills. I don't really go there with Garrett anymore as he made it a point that it's not his thing and I guess I respect that. He just goes out with Rachel whenever I'm not home.

Yeah, I am still living with Garrett. It sounded obvious but you know, we never know huh? We still live in Garrett's neat apartment. Maybe one day we'll move out but I think we are quite fine at his place, oh..our place. Besides, the cost of life is getting expensive I swear. I'm not a rich man damnit!

One spicy topic is Garrett's and I's sex life. I can't forget about that. We started that way. We still have a great sexual chemistry but things changed slightly a bit.

If I say we don't do it every day, can we call me crazy? Yeah, we really don't do it every day anymore. Sure we are still pretty active. 3 years ago, it would've been impossible but trust me to make that happen I had to make something change, not naturally, medically I'd say?