I'm not just your boy toy (old version)

5-Exceptions

5-Exceptions

Brandon's pov

I get off work and head home by bus. Then, I take a shower. It doesn't take long and I'm done with my shower that has been used a lot of time from me. Regardless, I ordered some takeout and waited out. It's after I eat that I'm usually ready to hit the bar like usual.

As I wait checking my news feed filled with past flings that somehow find my social media account, through it's one specific strange enough that I can't help but think about.

Normally, I never think about a guy even less one that was my one-night stand. It's all in the past, why think about them anyway when I won't see them again?

But gosh, why am I still thinking about him? Ugh...I knew I shouldn't have fucked him twice two days in a row.

There's a reason why it was a bad decision. I have definitely been dealing with the so-called consequences. To start it off, for the first time in years, I wasn't able to make action happen with a guy on Sunday. That pissed me off greatly.

I thought it would stop there but no. My mind must be possessed or something because I keep imagining him under him. It's so annoying. I've never had this problem with my past one-night stands.

What makes me even more pissed off and sexually frustrated is the fact it went on for the entire week and it's still happening. I kept imagining him under me all week long and it ruined everything!

It challenges my precious free sex life. How much did that affect me? A lot. It was hard, hitting it on with other guys when the only thing I could think of was him. I had to be drunk to finally stop thinking about him. How can he capture my mind when I only had a one-night stand twice?

I'm still ashamed I let myself get led on like that by him. It's crazy that I not only had sex with him once but I did it twice in under 24 hours! I still can't believe it! How can a guy like that get under my skin?

I can't seem to forget when he cried. Did he really cry just for my name? Because he wanted to get to know me? I almost feel bad for him but it's not like he's the first one that wants that.

He has to understand that I don't see him that way but I don't think he does through. He wouldn't stop crying and bugging me the other day. It was so bothersome that I ended up telling him some information I shouldn't have said and that I also never gave to others before.

Because of it, he might try to come back for the same thing. He knows too much about me for us to be mere strangers. As I thought, he wouldn't let me go.

He has texted me multiple times. Luckily he didn't call. I don't know what I would've done if he did. I haven't responded to his text.

I thought he would get the memo but it seems I was wrong, he keeps texting me, and yesterday he did exactly what I didn't want him to do.

He texted and asked me to meet up at a cafe. Why did I have to give him my phone number? I don't know what is blocking me from blocking him but I have yet to do it.

I don't know...he just doesn't deserve it I guess? Seems like I'm taking pity on the guy. He seems quite clueless too. Argh, why am I thinking about this again?

Regardless, I finally did the right thing earlier when I left work, I texted him and told him to stop texting me. I made sure he would understand the memo that it was over between us and that it was a one-time thing.

This is not the first time I've down this. To make sure I don't do it with the same person again, I cut all contact with them. Poof, I'm gone.

As messed up as this technique is everyone before that blond guy, understood and never came to me again. So, he has to do the same.