I'm not just your boy toy (old version)

10-First kind of date

10- First kind of date

Garrett's pov

Despite everything that happened yesterday, I know I don't want to give up on him nor do I have the heart for that.

Last night the things he revealed shocked me a lot. I didn't think he had such a life. He doesn't have parents anymore nor does he have a family. How can he not have a family?! Everyone needs one. I feel so bad for Brandon. He doesn't deserve this.

Maybe it makes more sense why he refused to talk to me about it but I want him to know he can talk to me about it. I'll help him. He can't go on and continue that life. He needs help I'm starting to realize that.

Regardless, my parents weren't impressed by yesterday. My Mom doesn't like Brandon's life, my Dad thinks he doesn't care about me, Amanda thinks he's not a good guy for me and Jonathan says he'll break my heart.

I'm also not fully ok with Brandon's life, like his job and education. Through, as much as it hurts my heart what he said and that he made me cry a few times last night, it kinda hurts that my parents don't approve of him. I want to believe in Brandon. I want to give him a chance.

I wish he'd want a future with me but I guess...it's too much to ask. My family wasn't right either to ask his opinion about marriage like that. It was obvious he wasn't into the idea! Sure, I wanted to know too but maybe not that way. We aren't dating unfortunately and he still makes me feel like a play toy.

Even if it's that I want to try and change things. So, as I'm still at his house, I want to do something before he has the chance to leave for work. I need to know something.

"Brandon..."

''Yeah?''

''Do you only have sex...all the time..?'' He seems a bit uneasy about the question but answers anyways.

''I mean not all the time but every single day yeah?'' I look at him shocked to hear that.

"Oh...um isn't strange that...you do it every single day?''

''No, I need it after all.''

''Oh...you don't have any hobbies...?" I ask worried.

''Nah...nothing interests me that much except sex."

''What could you possibly like?'' He can't possibly only like sex...He has to like something other than that.

''Eh, anything that's interesting, new things.'' That could mean anything!

''Brandon...I'm worried...about you. You can't live such a life.'' I reference yesterday.

'Why not?''

''Because I feel bad for you!'' I shout back.

''Why would you? I'm used to this life.''

''But..'."

"Forget about what I said. You should leave now.'' What? He's ignoring this..?

"Yeah...we'll see each other tonight?" I pretend nothing happened.

"Don't you have work tomorrow?"

"Well...I wouldn't mind sleeping here.."

"Wait really?" Hmm...now that I think about it, I think I would prefer to be in my house.

"Actually...do you mind coming to my house? I'll feel more comfortable there."

"Oh, ok then. I guess we never do go there."

"Yeah, we don't."

"So I'm eating there or..."

"I'll text you later."