I'm not just your boy toy (old version)

4-Promises

4-Promises

Garett's pov

I think I've never done that much sexual activity but it was all worth it. I'm glad that I found him again. I was scared I wouldn't see him again.

When I saw him at the gay bar I was so relieved but at the same time, I wasn't. He was with another boy. For a moment there I knew what Amanda meant by a playboy.

I don't know why but I felt this tinge of jealousy, I knew I couldn't help but snatch him. I knew he wasn't mine but I wanted him for myself. Selfish I know.

I haven't felt this feeling in a long time due to my nonexistent love life thanks to my ex.

I don't know if it's a good thing I feel jealous over such a sex-appealing guy. Is it wrong to have thought that first night I was all his?

Regardless, I couldn't let all my efforts to find him go to waste. I saw a different side to him earlier. I thought he only acted that way with me but I was wrong.

Despite all of it, I shake off my shyness and approached him. I'm glad I did. At first, I didn't know why he was so reluctant to be with me but I think what made him fall to his knees was how I was dressed.

I'm glad I did. Like which guy resists that? Sex earlier was great with him. It only made me fall deeper in love with him. I only want to do it again. He makes me pleasure I definitely missed having. I want do an encore even if it's one-night stand.

It's not for any reasons one-night stands aren't for me, I'm looking for love, a relationship to be honest.

Even if that's the case, I can't help but think about what's gonna happen afterwards. Will I see him again? I hope so yes.

Then, I remember that my dad said if he really wasn't screwing with me he'll do more than just sex. I know he didn't but...I just can't help but want more!

Those last two nights were the best sex I've had in my entire life!

Though, I really want to know who he is. I want more...If only I wasn't so shy I could make a move...Wait, that's it that's what I'll do!

The moment I think about doing it I realize he's slowly falling asleep.

"Don't fall asleep.."

"Why? You're hoping to go another round? I thought you can't do it anymore?"

"No, it's not that.."

"Then what? If it's nothing go to sleep."

"What's your name?"

He seems confused at first then puzzled. What is taking him so long to think? It's only his name?

"Why do you want to know that?"

"You already know my name."

"Yeah...but it's not like it's important."

"Why not?"

"Because...argh, stop pestering me with that!"

"But I only want to know your name..."

"Why through? Why do you want to know that bad? It won't change anything."

"Yes, it will!" At this point, I feel like I want to cry. Why do I always get so emotional so fast?

"Woah...don't cry..."

"You can see...?"

"It may be dark but I can sense it."

"Mm..."