I'm not just your boy toy (old version)

9-Family dinner

9-Family dinner

Brandon's pov

Right now I'm just so glad I've got him back. I was starting to go insane without him.

I never realized how much I liked his body but I'll admit I missed it a lot.

Obviously, despite doing it with him multiple times last week, I didn't do it with anyone else.

Unfortunately, when he just straight up left crying, I couldn't bother to just call him back... I knew it would be the end of us just like it was supposed to happen in the first place!

I don't know why or how I let my sexual desire get ahold of me. I guess it is what it is...We are fuck buddies or not anymore...

Honestly, I wasn't ready for last week when he suddenly told me I was treating him like a toy. Did I really treat every fling like some toy? I don't know.

I just know that this past week wasn't fun. I went to the bar every day and I just couldn't find anyone interesting. The only one's body I wanted and it was Rett's.

Well unfortunately Brent did notice how it affected me and dared to tell me to contact him again. On the other hand, I was convinced I could move on from him and go back to my usual life.

Well, I realized that yeah, I couldn't.

How in just a matter of 3 weeks the entire lifestyle I've lived comfortably with be changed so suddenly like that because of him?

It makes me mad but I guess I have to live through it.

Luckily after annoying me like that last weekend, Brent decided to help me another way. I never thought he would do that nor did I think I would ever accept that. Yeah, we did it all week. We went at it all week.

It's crazy I let myself do that but I guess it was liberating that I could do it with someone whom I didn't have an attachment to but still understood.

Of course, he doesn't work at the bar all the time as he has a real job on weekdays but he still came to my house.

He let me pretend it was yeah..as embarrassing as it is Garrett under me instead of him.

So in a way, I thanked him earlier for that. Thank goodness he's not in a committed relationship.

Therefore, when I got a text from Rett last night I couldn't help but answer right away. I was sure it was over but I was so glad he wanted to do it again.

Honestly, right now, I'm in a place where I have to make sure he's satisfied enough to make sure he doesn't do that again. I don't want to lose him again.

As much as I hate talking about serious I had no choice but to negotiate with Rett. He wanted a real talk but there was no chance I was gonna give him that when I was in the mood for something else.

In the end, saying we were fuck buddies was what got him to give me what I wanted. So, I was glad it worked to my advantage.

Thus, tonight I'll be seeing him without any worries or so I thought.

I receive a call. I answer when I know it's Garrett.

Garrett: Hey..um do you mind eating at a restaurant tonight?
Brandon: Why? I thought we agreed to just be fuck buddies?
Garrett: I know but...I was hoping we could go there before that...
Brandon: You like eating at restaurants that much?
Garrett: It's not that. It's just...
Brandon: Seriously cut to the chase.
Garrett: I may or not have been forced to invite you to a family dinner?!