I'm not just your boy toy (old version)

11-Honest communication

11-Honest communication

Brandon's pov

It's been almost one week since I bought Garrett to the bar alongside me.

Everything that's been happening ever since I agreed to become fuck buddies is absolutely crazy!

Obviously, all this wasn't supposed to happen but despite what I believed, I agreed to everything because I was afraid to lose Garrett as strange as it sounds. I can't let him say what he said last time. No way.

I'll be nothing if I don't have his body. I know that's crazy but trust me we still have sex every single day or so... because I can't help it.

Anyways, I know how dangerously close he's getting to me but...if that is what it takes to keep his body well...I guess I'll let that slide.

I know that he doesn't want to only have sex with me I understood much when I saw his family at that family dinner. I have a hutch at what it is that he wants but I'd rather not think about it.

I'll be honest, as strange as it is for me, I hate it when Garrett gets sad. I can't help but surrender to what he wants. I can't help it ok? Seeing him cry... I just don't like it...

The downside is that he brings me into doing things I've never done before. I've never done such things with Brent!

Regardless, he gets sad easily anyways. He's so sensitive it's crazy, especially knowing he's a man but I can't lie we always have those gays that are like that. A true bottom.

So yeah..we aren't just fuck buddies if I think about it. Well..sure we have sex together..but..what's getting weirder is that we've been doing it every single day.

Regardless of the day. I know that's just strange...We spend more time together than we don't.

The only time we aren't together is at work or something. This is how much I feel like I need to get it on. Our days are spent together but..not as people would think. Not as lovers of course...well we don't do anything as such...Ugh, I don't like thinking too much about those things.

What matters is that I have my daily dose of sex. So I guess as of now, I'll just go with the flow as long as I still have my dose of sex.

Speaking of the one I desire the most, I'm currently in his apartment. He decided he wanted to take a shower after everything and I let him. It's his apartment after all. We both work tomorrow so...

So, staying on his bed doing nothing is...quite weird. As I have nothing to do I look around.

His bedroom is pretty neat. Yeah right now the bed covers aren't well placed but that's because we yeah..like we always do.

He has a drawer with all his clothes. He doesn't have a ton of stuff on his walls but he's got pictures from his family. Gosh, the family must mean a lot to him...

Can't say the same about me. I don't even have a family to talk to. I'll never understand why family for him is so important. So what if your parents don't like me? Your parents shouldn't guide your life. He's 28! He can do his own thing.

Oh well, I can't say much...

He finally gets out of the shower with his pyjamas on which I'll never understand why he does and I'm still naked.

"You..don't want to get dressed?"

"I thought we talked about this? I like sleeping naked."

"Ok.."

He sits down on the bed next to me and blushes when he notices my nakedness. Damn, he's so sensitive.

I hide myself in the bed covers, as I doubt he wants to do it again after his shower. I basically get hard at anything. So I pray to god that I don't get hard.