neon roses ~ l.mh • h.js

info ✌️pls read, this shit's important

*aesthetics used for pics: after hours (main), grunge, graffiti, skater

In which Han Jisung has a, you could say, colorful secret.

*no, by colorful, i do not mean gay..

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okay!

hi!

so i kinda took inspo for the title of the book from neon roses by the technicolors but it doesn't actually relate to the story at all except for the fact that it's rock and jisung is emo in this fic lmao. and also while i'm on the topic, i play certain songs for Jisung's alarm that are songs that i like. so, they're for the plot but also song recommendations. two in one typa deal, buy one get one free, you know what i'm saying? cause i sure as hell don't. it's 5am on a sunday. i have school tomorrow. 

anyways. 

~warnings~

♦  child abuse

♥  bullying

♣  bxb (and if you didn't know that this would be in here somehow and aren't okay with it.. you can kindly go fuck yourself)

♠  fluff, like, a lot..

♦  hybrids

♥  GAYYYY

♣  angst, also a lot..

♠  blood, knives and guns. my three favorite things /j

♦  bad language

♥  slow burn, at least that's what was intended i just don't know if i pulled it off or not

♣  alcohol use and underage drinking

♠  mentions of murder, description (sort of?) of murder but not in too much detail

♦  inconsistent chapter lengths. always gotta wait for that perfect time to cut off chapters or else it just feels wrong!! 

♥  smut (there's like a 7% chance i will actually upload it though. don't get your hopes up)

♣  really weird chapter names im so sorry ive never done this before 

there will be a // before triggering scenes. there will be a lot of triggering topics however most don't have any warnings, either because it's brief or it's a spoiler, it's only the pretty bad ones that do. so, this will be your last warning, if you are uncomfortable with this or any of the topics listed above, i advise you to not read or to at least read with caution. if you get triggered or upset by any of the content beyond this point, i've already warned you, so it is your problem, not mine.

 note: not sure why i have to clarify this, but, none of the characters in this book are mine! no harm is intended on the ship the story is based on, this is just for shits n giggles.

note #2: chapter names are in italian. i primarily used google translate with a little sprinkle of microsoft translate so if some are incorrect then that's why. 

note #3: like traditional books, both thoughts and accentuated words or phrases are in italics. as you're reading you should be able to differentiate between the two after you're used to it, but if not, you can leave a comment and i'll clarify. 

moving on.

 i've gotta say, i'm like, still really bad at writing. ik for a fact one day in the future when i've improved in writing i'm going to look back at this and shit my pants in pure shock. and also probably delete it. so enjoy it while it lasts..?

and.

i usually try to be good about answering questions i think you guys may have in the story, so if there are plot holes or things that i missed that just don't make sense please tell me so i can fix it/explain something

if you're on the web version of wattpad, if the auto-translate or google translate pops up, ignore it please because it'll show up since the chapter titles are in italian but i tell you the translation of each chapter at the bottom anyways + it adds a "di lui" every now and then and i don't know wtf that means so

alright, now that we got all that over with, i hope you enjoy! it'll be a bumpy ride from here so fasten your seatbelts and take bathroom and snack breaks if you need it 👍

i discussed w someone on my conversations page so the decided day of my update schedule for this book will be every tuesday. if i don't update then it's cause i totally forgot lmfao these chapters are prewritten so that they don't end up like "be my guest!"..

 ... *guilty dog side eye*

~doodle