Clotted cream by Madison Diana

27. Im not

Chris-

It's not simple to say
Most days I don't recognize me
These shoes and this apron
That place and its patrons
Have taken more than I gave 'em
It's not easy to know
I'm not anything like I used to be
Although it's true.

I was never attention sweet center
I still remember that girl
She's imperfect but she tries
She is good but she lies
She is hard on herself
She is broken and won't ask for help
She is messy but she's kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up
And baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone but she used to be mine
It's not what I asked for.

Sometimes life just slips in through a back door
And carves out a person
And makes you believe it's all true
And now I've got you I cannot let Liz down. I cannot let her down. I have to show that I'm strong and liable for her. She is everything to me and I cannot let her anymore.

My biggest thing now is make sure that my boss can never hurt another child and to me. That is a very, very, very, very important that he  never hurts a little child and I will never let him hurt her ever again because I cannot bear to leave her in the dark. I cannot bear to leave her in the dark again.

I wasn't there when you sneak in the house and contaminated those wedding pieces.

I wasn't there when he came into the house and spike their drinks I wasn't there when he took advantage of my girls I got there just in time. I need to think that they love of my life had died on me. I don't remember much because they said that me and Han Felix had all gone into some form of cardiac arrest or distress. They thought that they were going to have to pull this off in the morning because everybody was so sick. Kairn compared it to being like in the episode of Hannah Montana.

She compared it to being out of her body and listening to everybody grieve and cry for her. Maddie said it wasn't much different. She said she compared it to the episode of the dates by lives with Jack had jumped out of his body to comfort Jennifer and Abigail on his way up to the sky and has been for the most of many times that he would die on the show, but Maddie said she didn't even half of cup she just gently wrapped her arms around Felix and kiss him so softly I don't even think he realized Bri wasn't in the  picture yet but thank God that she came because now the boys each have a soulmate and I think soulmates a very important, my life revolves around mine and keeping her happy I know I keep her happy just by me and me and she keeps me happy just by being hurt, but with the evilness of my boss happiness is unrecognizable of these days.