Painful halloween

Painful Halloween- chapter 10

I stop sobbing after an hour or so and decided to get ready for the night. I put my costume on٫ feeling- not so great. I put on some make up hoping it would make me look better.

I put on some heeled yellow boots under the long dress. it's not too cold out so I don't put a sweater on.

I head downstairs and as soon as Layla sees me she starts running towards me screaming. She almost jumped on me as we hugged. When I got up٫ I realized nobody was ready yet.

I tense up feeling my blood heating. "Mom. How come nobody is ready yet?" I try to contain my tone٫ I feel moody as ever.

"Oh. Sorry honey. Everybody start getting your costumes on!" My mom yells to my sisters than asks me to help out Layla with hers.

I sigh and agree. I can't believe I was the first one ready even though I'm the one LEAST EXCITED. The more I thought about it٫ the angrier I got. So I pushed away any negativity and tried to get along kindly with my family.

They took so long to step outside. The reason I hadn't left yet is because we had to do the family photo. It took a couple tries but my mom got the best she could and everyone left.

I look at the time and see it's 6:21P.M. So I start speed walking to Alexa's because the plan was to meet there at 6:30P.M. with her family and go around the neighborhood from there.

I aready know I'm late but I Pray that they wait for me. My feet start to get sore soon enough and it start's to lightly rain. But I ignore all distraction's to be able to get there before they leave.

It was a fairly long walk to her house so as I sped walk my body only experienced more pain. When I finally get close I don't see anybody in the distance.

It's just hard to see right now. It's dark and raining. But as I kept getting closer I never saw any figures appear. There was no one around. I was too late. They left without me.

I was about to cry but than I heard a family walking by٫ "Happy Halloween!"

I say happy halloween back to them as I wave. I want to end my life.

I slowly walk home٫ admiring how beautiful the rain looked. But eventually it started to pour. Everything hurt and I regretted even trying to have fun today٫ and I realize leaving my sweater at home was a mistake.

I get lost in my thoughts on the way home as I start feeling numb٫ inside and out. But finally I arrive at my house and unlock the door. I enter and lock it behind me.

I wanted to shower but I was way too tired. I just dryed off and changed. I climbed into my bed feeling countless negative emotions٫ causing me to think bad thoughts and start crying.

I sobbed thinking to myself how disapointed I am in everything. Me٫ life٫ my friends. I was so upset٫ so tired٫ but I just kept crying.

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It looked around 10-11 o'clock at night. I rested my head on my pillow wiping away tears as I was fed up with my own crying. I looked straight at one spot in my room trying to clear my mind as I listen to my regular old soothing music and finally٫ I doze off.

A/N

Amiliea is super moody in this chapter and I deeply apologize for that. I'm just moody right now and needed to write٫ so.

I really hope you're enjoying this and maybe further support me.<3

Have a good rest tonight.