Painful halloween

Painful Halloween- chapter 15

Alexa's point of veiw٫ at first break.

The bell rings for lunch time and I sit silently at my desk. I keep giving Amiliea glares and every time she gets more frightened which almost makes me smile.

I remember what Zuri said back at the park and I control myself. Soon enough the bell rings again for recess.

I put my shoes on and walk past Amiliea and Zuri with Zoe. I make sure I'm far away yet can't help but stare at her.

She catches me looking and I can tell by the look on her face that she feels threatened and my frown twitches into a grin.

I see Zuri hug her and my smile fades away. The bell rings and I see them hold hands while walking to the line. It's so annoying.

I walk inside and sit at my desk. Here and there I steal some more glares at Amiliea. I can't actually take in anything that the teacher is saying because I keep thinking about what Amiliea has done to me.

She's made me dislike her and my heart is breaking more and more every time I see her and Zuri together.

In no time the bell rings again telling the school it's second break٫ an. I again tolerate the urge to start yelling at Amiliea and keep my control.

Than it's recess. Me and Zoe go across the field again staying far from Amiliea and Zuri. How long will it be like this!?

This time they're hugging. The longer I watch them the harder it is to keep my emotions pushed down.

"Ugh. Can't they not hug?" I say as I look to Zoe. "Yeah- their always in contact somehow." Zoe seems shaky. Is she scared of me?

I ignore the question. "Is she smiling!?" I start to snap. "Uhm- yea but-" I cut Zoe off by stomping my way towards Amiliea and Zuri. I don't care that Zuri said she'll personally break up with me as a friend and never come near me  if I try anything.

Zoe speed walks behind me٫ "I don't think you should-" "zip it Zoe. I can't take it anymore." I cut Zoe off again in my emotions.

Amiliea looks so afraid when she sees me٫ I laugh in my head. As soon as I make my way over I start yelling٫ "YOU LITTLE MISTAKE." I couldn't swear so I just thought of something close enough to the word I was looking for.

Zuri stands infront of Amiliea like a body guard. Petty. "YOU KNOW YOU DON'T DESERVE TO SMILE٫ AND TO SMILE WITH HER!"

I try to take control but I just keep losing it. I see the tears come out Amiliea's eyes and I couldn't help but be more harsh٫ "YEAH GO ON. YOU DESERVE TO CRY. YOU-"

I come at her but Zuri steps back with Amiliea and two random boys drag me down. I hadn't realized the crowd around us. I lose all control within me with a face of anger and tears start falling to the ground.

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME AMILIEA. WHY!?" I show a bit of vulnerability and sob as the two boys let go of my arms.

A teacher comes to break it up as soon as the bell rings and I'm dragged to office. "Why did you start yelling at Amiliea and Zuri٫ Alexa!?"

The principal demands for an answer but I just state٫ "I wasn't yelling at Zuri." In a stubborn tone. "Why?" the principal sounds confused with my actions.

"BECAUSE-" "Don't yell at me." the principal plays back nice to my yelling. "I was jealous." I mutter.

"I'm sorry٫ hm?" I swear the principal heard me. I strike a face of frustration. "Because Amiliea was smiling with Zuri." I pitch my volume.

"They were hugging and I should be the one to hug her." I continue. "Oh- middle school drama." The principal mutters and rolls her eyes.

"For your actions٫ Miss. R٫ you are suspended for three days. "WHAT!?" I yell in shock٫ this school is stricter than I thought.

"I'm sorry but you attempted to start a figh-" I cut the principal off by shouting again٫ "BUT I DIDN'T ACTUALLY." "Because you were stopped. I'm sorry. Bye Alexa."

I'm shoved out the room and see my mom with a disapoonted face. She stays silent as she drags me to the car.

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Half way home my mom breaks the silence٫ "why would you start a fight with your friends Alexa?" My mom is nice but I could tell she wasn't happy.

"I di-" "you almost did Alexa. Why?" She talks before I finish and seems annoyed. I keep quiet- but she starts to get impatient with me٫ "why Alexa? I did not raise you like this."

"BECAUSE I WAS JEALOUS." I got impatient too. "I LIKE ZURI AND I CAN'T STAND WHEN SHE'S WITH AMILIEA."

The ride home was awkward and quiet after that. As soon as I open the door to my house I run up to my room. "STAY IN YOUR ROOM ALEXA٫ YOUR GROUNDED!" I keep running to my room٫ I saw that coming.

I shut and slid down my door while starting to sob. Nobody knows how I feel. No one knows how painful this really is for me.

I hear my younger brothers mufffled voice downstairs asking whats wrong with me. "Nothing sweetie٫ she's just done something bad. Have a treat٫" I could hear my mom opening the lid of an ice cream tub.

I sob even more٫ questioning myself. I hate Amiliea. I hate myself. I hate my family. I HATE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING.

I almost yell and get into my bed without dinner. I can't sleep so I sneak out my window to give Amiliea what she deserves.

I walk to her house with my shoes and a light sweater on. She's so dramatic٫ the walk isn't that far. I think to myself as I make it to her house in ten minutes.

I climb the side of her house and struggle my way through her window. She's asleep but I intend to awake her.

I grab the collar of her shirt and wait to see her eyes open before I start talking. Once she sees me I can discern the fact that she starts shaking.

"This is all your fault. I'm suspended AND GROUNDED." I loudly whisper fighting the urge to swear.

I look into her eyes not caring about her or her feelings. I had to take everything out and she deserves what I'm about to do.

I pull her onto the floor٫ hover over her body and start punching the life out of her face. I take out all my rage and saddness on her for at least twenty minutes and soon hear footsteps.

I realize what I'm doing and back away fighting tears. I see the pain and sympathy in her face but all that matters right now is getting out and hurrying home.

A/N

Longest chapter ever I know٫ but it makes up for the day that I missed.

Hope you're enjoying٫ stay safe.❤️