The QB & Me

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Skylar POV

"I am sorry did I just hear you correctly, you and Nolan have not had sex yet?" Camry looked at me with a shocked expression. 

"Honestly we have not" I looked her dead in the eyes.

"but you guys have been together for almost two months," she states.

"I know in case you forgot I am living through it," I said in a duh tone. 

"I know silly but it is just shocking I guess, but I mean not everyone is as eager as I am. so I just need to mind my business," she claimed. 

"Well it's mostly my fault, I just don't know how to instigate it." I felt my cheeks flush.

"you're a virgin" she blurts.

"no I just have only had sex once way back in high school" I revealed.

"your serious" She looked surprised.

"ya I was curious, and my good friend at the time was a guy so was he. so we both agreed to be each other first. it was nothing crazy or anything, but it was not very good I mean I figured cause it was only my first time. But I just never really had the desire to want it again" I was honest.

"until Nolan" Camry grins.

"pretty much, I mean Nolan knows I am not a virgin. But he does not know any of what I just told you" I disclosed.

"well if you want my opinion, you need to be honest. explain it to him, he seems like a caring enough guy. so I am sure he will understand." She made valid points.

"you don't think he is bothered waiting do you?" this made me nervous.

"Honestly I don't think so, but like I said you guys need to have a conversation." I know she was right.

"I got all weird a couple of weeks ago, he woke up and was like awake if you know what I mean" It still made me embarrassed to think about it.

"you mean he had morning wood" She was just as blunt as he was.

I nodded I still could not speak about it. 

"did it feel big" she blurts.

"Camry" I gasped in shock I can not believe she just asked me that.

"what! I just get BDV from him," she claimed.

"BDV?" I mean should I know what that means?

"big dick Vibes" she clarified.

"ah okay no I can't" I groaned and moved to stand up off the coach.

"I am so right" I heard her mutter as I walked into my room. 

she was not wrong though, I knew we needed to have a conversation. I wanted him to be able to get what he needed, and if that was not with me. He needed to know so he could be getting the things he deserves.

so I pulled out my phone to text him.

S: are you home?

N: ya you want to come over?

S: only if you are not busy.

N: never too busy for you, see you in fifteen

so I grabbed my purse and slipped on a pair of shoes.

"you going over to see your boo" Camry was grinning.

"if you must know yes I am," I tell her.

"well good luck" she offered.

I was shaking with nerves as I drove, this could be it for us. I had no idea what was going to happen, I was being hopeful. Nolan seemed like a good guy, but sometimes sex changes people. so I have no idea what is going to come out of this.

I knocked on his door, trying to make myself seem calm. he was so perspective I know he would probably see right through me.

"hi," he smiled and leaned down so he could kiss me. 

"hi," I said as I pulled away and walked inside.

"you okay?" he asked.

"does it bother you we haven't had sex yet" I blurt right out causing his eyes to go wide.

"no" he responded right away. and he grabbed my hand and started to pull me to his living room. 

"your sure" I mean I wanted to be sure.

"Positive, where is this coming from?" he asked as we sat down.

"so I need to tell you something" No matter how much I did not want to, I owed it to him.

"you know you can tell me anything" he grabbed my hand for comfort. 

"as you know I am not a virgin, but I have only ever had sex once. And I was seventeen, so I just am like not sure what is supposed to happen between us" I rushed out wanting this to be over.

"so that's why you were so freaked out about that morning" he hit it head-on.

"ya and it's just I don't know, I just feel like you're missing out or something" I couldn't look at him.

"Baby trust me when I say I am not missing anything. What we have is so much more than just sex, you accept me for me. Not Sanders the rich football player. You make me feel good about myself. And my family loves you, and well so do I. Sure we have only been together a couple of months. But trust me when I say I love you. And we didn't have to have sex to feel that. because I feel it in my heart, and that's all that matters." he declared.

"you love me" I was trying not to cry.

"I do" he looked me in the eyes.

"I love you too" I was grinning and I really did. 

There was just something special about him, and it was so easy to fall in love with him. 

"and we can go as slow or as fast as you see fit, I want you to feel comfortable," he claimed. 

"Okay," I nod and moved so I could lay myself on him, wanting to feel his arms around me. 

he kissed the top of my head, and I sighed in contentment. I was totally in love with him. 

"Nolan" I whispered after a couple of moments s of silence.

"ya," he was rubbing his hands down my back. 

"Will you try something?" I whispered I was embarrassed to say this. But it's like I said with Camry I just was not sure how to go about it. 

he pulled me away from me slightly so he could see me. he looked a little surprised at what I said.

"When you say try something exactly do you mean? I don't want to jump to conclusions here" he was ever the gentleman.

"Anything that dose does not involve us going all the way" I was serious. 

"you know I meant it when I said I was in no rush right, and just because I told you I love you. I don't want you to feel like you have to do this" he says.

"I know I have been wanting to try things, but just was kinda embarrassed to say anything," I tell him. 

"you're sure? I want you to be sure" he looked at me.

"I am sure" I whispered and leaned up so I could kiss him.