Your innocence is killing me

Chapter 33

Jennie's POV

My heart broke into million pieces, it's already been four days since Lisa was gone. No lead from the police investigation, my men couldn't trace the culprits. I'm waiting for nothing and it itch me to kill those people who got my Lisa. I didn't know why they did this, if it's about money I can give it to them but they didn't even called or contact us. I'm so fucking worried that they already did something bad or worst they killed her which I prayed the most they wouldn't. Jisoo and Chaeng told me to rest but even if I did I feel restless, it's like my whole body is tired. Specially my mind.

Where are you honey? I miss you so bad. I miss how you kiss me goodnight and cuddle me in bed before we go to sleep. I miss how you make burnt pancakes in the morning. I miss how you showcase your talent of dancing even though you just shake your hands in the air. I miss how your voice sounds as you tried to sing along with me. I miss how we bath together and make a Jimmy neutron hairstyle in the bathroom and laugh at each other. I miss how your hair smells when I sniff it while we watch your favorite movie guardians of the galaxy or sometimes watch some cartoons. How I miss those times where you were here beside me with your brightest smile while Luca is in your arms.

I'm crying silently as my shoulder shakes, I covered my face using my hands and then grab my hair out of frustration. If I let her go with me none of this would happen. She would still be here.

I didn't talk to anyone not even to Chaeng and Jisoo, even if they're always there trying to give me strength. They encourage me to be healthy and strong for Lisa, so that when she comes back I can accept her with arms wide open but every passing day I get weaker. She's my strength. She's my life. If She's gone then what's the reason of me breathing?

Irene and Seulgi didn't know what happened. I'm scared. I'm scared that they'll blame me for being careless and being selfish. I forgot that I'm Jennie Kim who fears nothing. Yet here I am scared of revealing that Lisa is missing.

"Jennie it's time to eat dinner" Jisoo's soft voice sprung.

"I'm not hungry Chu"

"Jen you didn't ate breakfast and lunch, you also skip your meal yesterday. Look at you you're already getting thinner"

"I don't have the appetite"

She went beside me and gave me a hug "Jennie you need to take care of yourself. Lisa will get mad at you if you got sick"

"Chu I'm wondering if how is she? Is she eating three times a day? Does the person who took her take care of her? Do they treat her.....w-well" I broke down into tears and sob on her shoulder "I don't know what to think anymore"

"Sshhhh calm down. We will find her, stop crying"

She kiss my head and rub my back, I can't let my guard down. Lisa needs me. Lisa is waiting for me to find her.

"I won't give up. We will find her. I'm gonna kill those bastards!"

Suddenly the door burst open revealing Chaeng who is now panting hard.

"Jen they have a lead"

I quickly stood up "R-Really?"

"Yes. You won't believe it who the culprit is"

My brows furrowed "What do you mean? Who did it?!?"

"Taehyung and some unidentified guy"

The devil in me was awakened as I balled my fist making my knuckles turn white.

"Its his fucking end! I'm gonna beat the shit out of him! WHERE THE FUCK IS HE??!??"

"Jen they're still looking for him, they're pre-..."

"Call my men! Tell them to bring him on the basement at my private island. NOW"

"O-Okay Jen"

Chaeng called the head of my security which is GD, he was my father's personal hit-man.

Now let me fucking show you how Jennie Kim would ruin your life slowly, deadly and awfully torturing that would possibly make your minds go insane.

"Jen" Chaeng hand the phone over.

"Hi Miss Kim, what can I do for you?"

"I need you to get some fucking bastard. Bring him to my special place. I'll send the details. Wait for me"

"Copy Miss. Is that all?"

"Yes. Thank you"

I gave Chaeng's phone back to her, I'm still not happy since they only revealed the culprit but not where Lisa is. You're dead fucking Tae!.

"How about Lisa? Is there a news about her?"

"Uhm....none"

Holy fucking shit! What's the point of knowing the culprit when they don't know where my Lisa is? Fucking bullshit!

"Relax Jen. We will soon know once we talk to Taehyung" Jisoo went beside me.

"If he could still talk once we meet"

I won't fucking give you a rest Taehyung, every minute you deserve to be tortured and face death in the most brutal way.

"Jennie, GD texted. They caught Taehyung's accomplice"

"Tell them to torture him. Tell them to have no mercy but make sure he's still alive when I got there"

"O-Okay"

My nails dug into my skin as I balled my fist, you deserved to be in hell! You deserve to be treated with no mercy! You will regret that you even live in this world. Fucking assholes.