SINCE I MEET YOU

A COMMON DAY

I opened my eyes finding myself again in my apartment, alone, I went to the kitchen to corroborate the obvious, I shrugged my shoulders before taking a shower, seeing the marks from that night on my skin only hurt, making me wonder "why Didn't he kill me?", being a ghoul he had the opportunity to devour me, instead he let me live, even so, I would not thank him, much less would I think that I owe my life to that or that Ayato;  I walked calmly ignoring everyone's gazes, I made the marks on my legs, the news seemed routine because they didn't leave that topic "the one-eyed ghoul, Aogiri, ghouls, cafeteria run by them."

  I felt a presence again, then a voice in my head distracted me...

Remember... you are not what you think...

  —what?

  You are not alone... you are far away, but not alone, look for it.

  —Who? I don't understand any of this.

  Only remember...

  "onee-chan!"

  Remember and you will get the answers.

  —about what?...
  —hey, deaf I'm talking to you.
  I reacted—Nyoko, etto, koko de nani? (what are you doing here)
  —Shopping, and you, what were you thinking that she kept you so distracted?

  "...pray..."

Worried—why are you so pale, what happened to your legs, why don't you answer the phone, why are your glasses full of dust, did you get an answer? Answer me.
  Serious—...if you allow me to speak, I would.
  Surprised—oh, gomenne, (laughs) then?
  I bowed my head—...(counting) I've always been like this, n...nothing to worry about, I'm just cold, the battery ran out, then I'll clean them and...yes, they're at home.
  —are there, well, how many came to you?, with okaâ-san to otoô-san only one came from school.
  —...I didn't count them, it's not as if I had read them all, (I saw the east) I have more important things to think about.
  It would be—so he wrote to you, so what did you send them?
  —nothing extraordinary, just what I should...
  She interrupted—what does the letter say?
  —... Pray... (embarrassed) I didn't read it myself, or at least not directly, but I did hear what she said.
  —Did you hear, who read it?

  "...Kaneki."

  "Was he in your apartment?"

  —Yes... it's something complicated... she was curious, she saw the pile of envelopes and while she burned most of it... (annoyed) she opened it.
  —ahhh, shinpai shinaide, I don't think I had bad intentions, what else do you receive?
  —the usual, his notes, money, promotional garbage.
  —And if we discuss them with an ice cream?
  —...agree.

I walked somewhat melancholic rubbing my arms, I was passing through an alley crying, I felt completely alone, empty, dead in life...

  —Why should I be the one to do this?...Kaneki, I can't live like this, I was right I shouldn't get close to anyone, but now I don't know what to do...if I go, it won't affect him at all, but my yes...yes no, I will die here, I don't know if it will be in your hands or in the hands of another ghoul.(I heard metal) what...konniichiiwa, is there someone there?...konniichiiwa!...

  Someone jumped on me, he was a ghoul, I've seen him before, he studies with me...

If he was a ghoul, it meant that I really have been surrounded by ghouls for years, I raised dust, throwing it into my eyes to escape, however, his kagune crawled up to grab my ankle.

  —I know you, (laughed) demo, from where?... let's see... (he sniffed at me) not bad, do you know what happened to the cat for being curious like you?

  "...iie...d...let me go, I won't say anything."

  —Ha, you even think you'll convince me with that face, (I turn his arm around) even though I have to admit that it's exciting, give me more expressions like that, come on.
  Scared—o...onnegai shimasu, I don't want to die.
  —beg, beg more, (she took my glasses) you won't need them anymore, wahhh you have some really juicy retinas, are you going to cry?
  Distraught—iie,onnegai...iie.

  "If you cry, you only cover yourself with the best dressing, it's what I like the most, the taste of pain that your skin emanates... cry more! (She threw me against the wall).

  Sore—...t..tasu..ke..tte...
  Resonant—what are you doing here baka?...

*arguing with someone, will it be him again?  *

—she's mine, you should be careful what you do... alright, in that case she dies.
—Where am I...what happened to me...why does my eye hurt so much?

  I saw a tray with food next to me, my stomach was bothering me so I took it, I barely tried a bite of sushi and I felt disgusting, I ignored it, but every time I continued my sense of taste rejected it, so I left half a meal on the table. vessel.

  —ohayo,onnee-san.
  Annoyed—...ohayô, what happened when I got here?...the only thing I remember is that there were...ghouls nearby.
  —Surely it was a dream, she was found by a teacher who said she knows her, a car took her upside down through the woods and... her teacher found her.
  —* teacher? Impossible... no, not her again * who?

  "(y/n)-chan! (She hugged me) oh, what a joy that you're fine, your parents won't take long to arrive to take you home, (she whispered) if you open your mouth, consider yourself dead."

  —*kuso...I'm dead*...(distressed) etto...a...arigato, sensei...

  "Doctor, how does she find it?"

  —She can retire, the operation was successful and she doesn't seem to have suffered anything serious, will you sign her discharge?
  —hai, I won't be long, meanwhile I brought you some clean clothes, daijôbu? (Okay?)
  —h...ha...*"Operation"?*