SINCE I MEET YOU

NOT TO KNOW ME

"Who is she to you?"

"...t...tomodachi desu."

"...and if you contact her?"

"...*what would she say to him?*"

-(Yn)-chan, are you still awake?
-...hai,Kaneki...iie, I can't do it, I don't know what I'm going to talk about.
-perhaps from your absences from school.
-She shouldn't know that, she would be very upset, of course she would be nothing compared to onnii-chan, ottoô-san to okaâ-san.
-Neither do they know of your faults.
-Iie, there are things that they don't know about, and I don't even know that they are hiding things from me...things that...I don't know if they are related to me.

"And if you talk to them?"

-I don't think they'll tell me, demo, you're right... I must go see them tomorrow, at least to thank them for the gifts they left me.

"Okay, what about school?"

-I won't go anymore, even though she's dead I don't want to think about that woman.
-"dead"?

"...I killed her, Kaneki...the..."

"...what did she do to you?"

I sighed-I don't want to remember it...it's just a bad memory, (I went out) will you stay to sleep?
He blushed-Yes, that's what you want.
"I smiled"-baka, of course I want to, although *will they look for it in Aogiri too, and if Ayato is using me for that?* ...it wouldn't be right to spend the night with my ex-boyfriend.

"And what about your boyfriend?"

Serious-I don't have, in case you forgot I'm done with you, baka.
-Ha... demo, you were hurt, I don't think he was serious.
I repeated the smile-*tsende Kaneki*...no, that's right...I only did it because I wanted you to get away from me.
-nani?
-I want to protect you, not only from her, as I told you, I know about Tsukiyama, I don't want her to hurt you.
He hugged me-as long as you're okay, I will be too.
I responded-Kaneki...

He kissed me as he was already doing his custom, a gentle, warm, passionate kiss like the first time I gave myself to him, he took me to my bedroom and hugging me tightly I fell asleep; at dawn the sunlight irritated me as always, there was completely lost its essence, then I thought I had only dreamed it, I covered my head before releasing my pain in tears...

He whispered-ohayô (You)-chan, oh? (He moved me) Tn-chan, it's time to wake up.
I growled-*baka, I thought you abandoned me*mgh... urusai.
-daijoubu?
-...
-you must get up, it's late and we must go see your family.
-I know...demo, (I got up) we have time, ottoô-san will return from work until 3, okaâ-san must be busy and onnee-chan returns from school at the same time as ottoô-san.
-iie, it's going to be 5 o'clock, I called them to inform them and they must be waiting for us.
Annoyed-did you call them?
-hai, rather, haha ​​called.
-...and what did you say?
-She wants to talk to us, etto... I don't know what, demo, she sounded impatient.
I sighed-*now what do you want Gen?...I could try to find out about my dreams*... sonna,baka,I still don't know how I'll explain this to you.(raised my hair)
-and if you dye it?
I tilted my head holding my chin-*tint*... iie, I like it, demo, you gave me an idea, I'll have to clean up, you too, so koko kara iku(get out of here), I'll wait for you in the park, or better said: you will wait for me, because I must find what to use.
-hmm, relax, (caressed my cheek) everything will be fine.
I held her hand rubbing my eyes closed-*I love that she does this to me, that it's just me... just me, and our daughter, a daughter, iie Kaneki's two sons, MI Kaneki*...(surprised , look away) etto... (nervous) you have to hurry, it won't be done later.
-kawaii, je dewamatta (see you).

I saw him walk away touching my face, he was burning, as soon as he turned to the elevator, I heard the boarding bell before locking me in, I needed something that would make him see me, hide the marks and my father didn't scold me when I arrived; after hours of digging In my closet I finally decided...

I turned around to run in his direction and hug him from behind, inhale his scent through the perfume he was wearing...

-how much do you look?
-To the children, it seems that every time you can surprise me more with your nature so kawaii, the marks are fading.
-Iie, it's the makeup I put on them to cover them, they're used to seeing me in this kind of clothing, if I come to appear in front of them with too many fabrics on top, they'll worry and they're capable of undressing me in front of everyone.
-And what does that have? Not even if I hadn't already seen you des...
I stabbed his chest-baka, we don't know if there's anyone else with them and I don't want to do it in that kind of situation...(I walked) In any case, it wouldn't be all, they would just leave me half-naked.

Without saying more we moved forward, he looked for my left hand under my sleeve to intertwine it with his, he held it with enough force to prevent me from letting go, with the other I lowered my cap further and played with strands of my hair in a null attempt to hide my blush; arriving at the portal I got nervous, I didn't know what I would tell them, if they asked me about school or why Kaneki was looking for me, if they asked me where I had been, I wouldn't know what to answer, I didn't dare to tell them who I am. ..a ghoul.

Shaking-...
"Calm down, we'll be fine."
I held his hand-...*well, here we are, I shouldn't hurt them, demo, yes they hurt themselves, the aroma of blood... iie, I have to escape, demo, I can't do it, Kaneki is holding me*
-ima iku!/they go/
* oh no, it's Nyôko-chan, if she realizes she can write to onnii-chan, tasu ke te kamii-sama, tasuke te * -...
She opened-onnee-chan!(She hugged me) So nice to see you again.
-h..ha...(I responded)
-demo, (separated) Kaneki te...
I interrupted-I was exaggerating, I just got annoyed with him and wanted to shut myself away as always.
He smiled-I'm glad, go ahead.
-how's it going?
"Well, soon we'll study together."
-*well, so far its aroma is tolerable*sore wa.
-konniichiiwa musume-chan, Kaneki-kun.
-okaâ-san.
He bowed-haha.
-Straighten you, onnegai, no need for such courtesy.
"Well, here we are haha, what do you want to talk to us about?"
"From my grandchildren. (She smiled)
"YOU MADE ME WAKE UP EARLY TO ASK ME FOR GRANDCHILDREN!"
She waved her hands-iie, relax dear, I just wanted to bring it up, demo, I really want to know how you're doing.
-ani, who painted your hair or how did you get it so white?
-etto...I only bleached it, nani?
Impressed-sugoi...
"What's the yelling for?"
-that your wife meddles in my life again, konniichiiwa ottoô-san.
She hugged me-happī bāsudē, (Yn)-chan.
-etto, arigato ottoô-san, demo, it was yesterday.
"So what? I haven't seen you for days."
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