A NEW ME

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It's cute, don't you think?

  —what thing?

  The landscape is obviously calm, relaxing...

  "...tell me, am I dead?"

  Iie, you're still breathing, actually, I don't think you'll die until she decides.

  How long should I wait?

  not much...a couple of days, if you don't die of hunger, thirst, or lose the necessary blood.

  "...blood, huh?...in that case there's only one thing I want and can do under these circumstances."

nande?

  negai dareka ga
  sotto nagareru
  shiroi
  Kawaita kumo ga tooru
  haiiro no watashi wa
  Tada jitto kiete iku no wo...

  are you going to sing, really?

  Need to die...

  do you care so little to die?

  Hoshi wo atsumete
  Tsukuru suna no oshiro ni
  Watashi no sasayaka na inori
  Koborete ochiru
  sono ashimoto wo
  Nami ga sarau...
  A world of darkness.
  A world of silence.

  You know that you can only get out of here with my strength, you are alone girl, and you need to feed yourself... what better than ending this bitch.

kie kakaru inori
  Kaze ni aorare nagara
  Sore demo tomori tsuzukete
  Watashi ga ikudomo motsure nagara
  Hieyuku gives you
  Tsukuru suna no oshiro wo
  Nami ga sarau...

  then you don't care about anything at all, not even how your parents, brothers and Kaneki's baka will feel when they find out about your death.

  —Anata and...

  Tch how useless... (I felt his breath on my neck)

  —It's the same, live or die... I'm good for nothing anyway.

  —okaâ-san...

  —that?

  —okaâ-san...hitsuyô (I need you)

  I ran—doko...doko ni imasuka? (where are you)

  —okaâ-san...

  —Here I am, but you...talk to me!

  —okaâ-san...okaâ-san...

I fell to my knees—...iie...IEEEEEEEE!

  If you want to avoid it, she decides.

  —...I can't do anything like this...and,and...I'm...I'm not human anymore, nor can I be again, demo...(ripping my throat) AGHHHHHHHHH!!!
  —The time has finally come for you my girl, see everything you could avoid just by giving me your little boyfriend.
  Serious—...you'll never find it.
  —Serious mistake my girl, and for the record that you were my favorite.

  "favorite, huh?"

  Distorted—favorite...of what?

  "I've always admired your intelligence, I think I'll remove your brain instead of melting it down."

  —Just because you take it away from me doesn't mean it's of any use to you, (cackle) hitsune.
  —urusai, or I'll sew up that dirty little mouth first.

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