SINCE I MEET YOU

WHO IS KANEKI?

-It's been a long time since I heard from Kaneki-kun...(he licked his lips) but tell me, what do you know?
-... * this guy is very interested in Ken... will he want to eat him? *
-sit down, go.
-... *but he does know something...it will be useful*
-I hear you my beautiful.



"...etto...yes you know him, I haven't seen him with many people, not to mention he was at Leiko-san's auction, he must be a ghoul, right?"

-correct, my rose, continue.
-I know that Kaneki is a hybrid like me, demo, there are things that he hasn't told me yet, like... for example...
-...Yeah...?
-...I know why he has white hair, because he's a ghoul, etto...(I counted looking at the ceiling) that he worked in Anteiku and was also part of Aogiri...*who murdered that woman's husband*he almost committed cannibalism with another ghoul and they believe him missing... that's all, is there anything you can tell me?

"...how old are you, my beautiful?"

-16, nanny?
-You're his girlfriend?
Annoyed-*none of your business*...didn't they tell you it's rude to answer one question with another?

"Just curious Bella, so they're not."

I looked away-*bummer*...yes,yes...we... supposed to be,demo...that's not the point here.
-...Kaneki-kun is an exemplary boy, an excellent snack, a ghoul prodigy who always thinks of others before himself, (sighed) it would have been a pleasure to eat him.
- eat it?
-bella-chan, the only one who can tell you more about what you want to know, the truth of things is Kaneki-kun himself, and I don't think you can get it here.
-demo, I can't leave unless you let me.

"...if you want that, I'll do it."



-*he must want something* in exchange for what?
-dance.
-nande?
-dance for me, that's all I ask of you, dance.
-...hai.



I took the mask from the table that Tsukiyama had brought me, I used it advancing to the center of the room, as soon as the music started, I started the recital, I felt like the same doll from an old music box, now more than before I mistrusted this man , to such a level that I no longer knew whether to trust what he told me or not.



Finishing I heard his applause, with a touch of sarcasm in my opinion, he was clapping very slowly, so I couldn't know what he was thinking...

-You are free...(he sniffed deeply) my belle rose/beautiful rose/, just a little detail.
-nande?
-...be very careful, I'll be watching you very closely, if you see, say hello to my Kaneki-kun.
-...ha...

I bowed before leaving, I went to get my clothes (which were clean), as well as my shoes, passing through the garden everyone was doing different tasks, an apparently 18-year-old purple-haired woman caught my attention; I was watching her since she saw me bothered by holding tightly the rose I had on my left hand, halfway through I removed that mask from my face, I felt I was being watched again, but every time I turned around I didn't see anyone.

My senses were at 100 allowing me to hear and perceive a scent, familiar footsteps, I made sure not to be seen entering an alley, I was about to release my kagune until he pounced on me and made my neckline bounce.

I dropped the clothes-mgh...

-anata wa doko ni ita no?! (where were you)
-...*I must get away from you...*
-I went to your apartment and I didn't find you, the children were turned off, there were blood stains around them... daijôubu?
-...*let go of me, onnegai...don't worry about me*
-Why are you dressed like that?... (he turned me around, took my shoulders) answer, onnegai.
Distraught-...Ts..Tsukiyama-san...was going to...e...eat you?

"...Ts...Tsukiyama-san?"

I hugged him-*to hell with Leiko, I must protect you*I know, I know who that gourmet is, I must stop thinking about myself, I'm glad you didn't save me.
-gomenne, (reciprocated) I shouldn't have left you alone.
-shinpai shinaide, it's over, demo...(I separated a bit) I have something to...ask you.*I must get as far away from him as possible, otherwise one day that damn thing will find us and kill us, Kaneki first making me feel guilty for not being able to do anything, finally he will finish me off for not telling him all this time that we are together *
-...whatever you want.
Counting-...1. Don't go back to Aogiri, no matter what.
Confused-...I don't understand.
-just do it,2. Forget my family and address.
-...
-and 3...(distressed) don't look for me...from this moment on we have finished, there will be nothing between us...iie, there is no longer "us".(I lowered my head)
-n..nande?
-It's over Kaneki, you no longer have to worry about me, continue with your life as before.
-nani?
-yes...you'll find someone else, I'll repeat this for the last time...forget me,onnegasai.(I released my kagune)sayonara.

I kissed him before leaving, he held my hips deepening the act, that only made it more difficult for me to leave him, however, it was for the best if I wanted him to continue in my life, he cornered me against a wall leaving his knee in my crotch; I knew he wouldn't let me get away, so I pushed him free of his grip and jumped.

I had nowhere to go, if I stayed somewhere indoors I knew he would look for me, I needed something that wasn't so busy so as not to arouse suspicion, I couldn't go because of wind or land because he would be on my heels; I slipped through the crowd of people to the sewer, the stench was unbearable, especially with my new senses, I no longer felt anything, as if the pain from before had been absorbed by a black hole in a matter of seconds.

I was tired, I didn't know how long I had been walking in that place, but I wouldn't stop if I lost my legs, or so I thought until my stomach ached, I felt like I had a conscience of my own, destroying the rest of my kidneys and the walls that contained it.

They surrounded me, if I didn't eat, I was going to die, I wasn't ready; I went out for a moment with the mask on again, I wouldn't kill anyone, I needed a reason not to end up consuming myself...

I found it, some guys were approaching who were falling from drunk, with bottles in hand, they disgusted me, but there was no other way, as soon as I moved a foot I fell, precisely in a position that caught their attention.

-Now beautiful, what are you doing here so alone?
-...
-are not you hot?
-...
-You are mute?
-...*it helps and help me*
-hey... we're talking to you baka, answer!
I laughed-mmjmjmjm, hehehehe... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

(remember to imagine that your kagune is a koukaku)