—It's too tight.
—We must take advantage of this month to see every detail, otherwise it will be of no use, eh, and that scar?
—this..."...ladies, would you let us talk for a moment alone?" Onnegaishimasu.
—hai...
"...(Y/n)-chan, have a seat."
—...ha...*kuso, the only thing I was missing*
I would be—..."...etto...o...okaâ-san..."
—I won't interfere in your private life, demo, (Y/n)-chan, we care about your well-being, is everything okay with Ken?
"...hai, he is a good man."
"Then who or how did you do this to yourself? And don't say he did it at school, because I won't believe it this time."
—*there's no other way*...(I sighed) he was a ghoul, okaâ-san*Kaneki*...he saved my life, demo, he was risking his own...
You could have died.
—I know, demo, he wasn't bad, I just wanted to do something for him.
—...(sighed) you never change, you always think of others before you.
—hai...okaâ-san, I have some questions.
—tell me.
—etto, I don't know if you'll tell me..."If you don't ask, you won't know."
—...(sighed) hai...do I have more brothers?
Smiling—you know it's just Osamu, Eiji, Jun and Nyôko-chan.
—hai,demo,etto...I mean...yes they are my own blood.
—...
—I have had nightmares, nightmares in which I hear different voices... I appear as a 5-year-old, surrounded by more children or strange machines.
-...
—I know it might sound crazy, demo, I feel like they're trying to reveal something to me.
—...(laughed) but what do you say, they are just tricks of your subconscious, remember that we never finished with the treatments.
—demo, I'm scared, I don't know what could happen or how far I'll go with these nightmares.
—...(hugs me) don't think about that anymore, musume, you'll be fine, besides, you're not alone, you have us and now Ken too, he's so good that I'm sure he'll protect you first of all, right? Is it what you've always wanted?
—*and to our son...my Keny*...ha...
—So that's the only thing that matters, come on, we must continue with the preparations, by the way, have you thought about what you want for your farewell?
Nervous—...uh.
She nodded—we have time.




We didn't stop trying on dresses (even though some showed more than necessary), we went looking for the room for the party, cakes (which I couldn't eat quite well), invitations, I surprised her when she saw me act like when I was little, it was inevitable for me in my state to live with the little ones on the street; after hours of inspections, tests, measurements we are left to celebrate in a garden.
I was fascinated by the view, the tranquility was perceived from any point, then we returned home, or well, I sent her to her house, while I returned to mine, I returned as much food as I could and satiated myself again with the dishes that I had prepared, it seemed strange to me that Ken still hadn't returned from training, I tried to think that he had gone out with ottoô-san trying to live together, but I knew better than anyone that this idea was completely crazy, so I got worried.
"...Ken...anata wa doko desu ka? (where are you)..."
—doko desu ka? (where is it)
—konniichiiwa, Ayato-kun.
—reply.
— I would like to know the same thing.
—And, where do you come from?
—shopping, okaâ-san took me to see the details for our wedding, he had gone with ottoô-san, demo...they should have already returned."It will be fine, baka, I remind you that he is not human."
"You have no idea what my father is capable of."
"But he's human, and I don't think that baka is capable of harming him."
—...(grabbed my belly) hmm...I still have a bad feeling.
He came over—don't exaggerate... how's he doing?"Growing up, he has a sweet tooth."
—hontoni? (really)
"Ha...if he doesn't come right now he won't be satisfied until he gives him a part of his father."
—...(gave me a zape) it will arrive, calm down, oh, and don't come back.
"Won't you stay?"
"Uh, not yet."
—...(I smiled)
—Sayonara, (I pulled his wrist) hey, what...? (I placed her on my belly)"I told you, he's growing up."
Surprised—...nani?
"You're his uncle."
He rolled his eyes—and come on, it's not true.
"Then at least he likes you."
He released me—... (he looked away blushing) I have to go, Jane / see you /.
I prepared everyone's food before entering the shower...
When I got bored I went in search of books, I filled a whole bookshelf and started reading, without noticing the passage of time.
...
"Well, you know, any clue about this girl is reported to me immediately, understood?"
"hai, sensei."
—It's time, revenge will be mine, along with this beauty of a woman, the ghoul kings, even her father's baka will be my slave.
...
—kimashita! (I came back)
—Wow, time flew, we're in the library!... yôkoso / welcome / ... (I kissed him) how did she do?
He sighed—exhausting, demo, I won't be back anymore, what about you guys?
—He's waiting for you to feed him, what did they do?"Goro-san is something..."
—"strange"? I know, what did he do now?
—...first he showed me the suit he wants to lend me, he mentioned onnii-san/my brothers-in-law/, then he talked about generations, inheritances, descendants, all the weddings that were celebrated and those that weren't.
I sighed—...oh, ottoô-san, did it scare you?
—Iie, demo, he made me think... "what if I'm not what you expected? If I'm not like him with our baby or..."
—Ken, you'll be a good father, I know, don't think about that anymore, we should rest, are you hungry?
—hai, demo, I'll be fine.I bit his left shoulder before preparing some food for him, every day I met Ken's friends, I discovered things that he had never mentioned to me, weaknesses, strengths; I searched with okaâ-san for the invitations, obviously he helped me distribute them, a bit hasty, but it was better to save labor.
During the entire month we took care of the baby's room, the doctor who would attend me, just imagining him in my arms I couldn't help but cry; every time we could meet with my parents we talked about the same thing, something that began to make me desperate.
"WHAT DON'T THEY UNDERSTAND?" She won't have a honeymoon, they're still very young!(She sighed) I don't even know how to let myself be convinced of the wedding.
—because okaâ-san threatened to throw you out of the house, ottoô-san.
“We are here, there is no going back.”
—nor that my wedding was the end of the world, I am not the first nor the last woman to marry at 17.
"BUT YOU'RE STILL VERY YOUNG!"
I sighed—there's no other way, and since they'll find out soon, they better know, we're getting married because I'm pregnant.
"WHAT?! (he fainted herself)
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