"I'm trying" - Jiper

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sorry for not updating... anyway, Jiper fanfic cuz its underrated and its so cute! i wish they didnt break up :( Also Jason is so underrated; he is one of my favorites. ok here u go :)

TW: eating disorder, ab/sive parents, ab/sive boyfriend, harassment, slight mention of su!cidal behavior, su!cidal thoughts (This is one of my darker fics so just wanted to warn y'all...be safe ily <3333)

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Jason slammed his head onto the table, which was not a good idea. His head hurt like crazy, from his already aching headache to continuously slamming his head down.

A pile of books sat next to him and so did a stack of homework, paperwork, study materials, etc. They were sprawled across his desk, a bunch of pens sitting innocently on the desk.

He checked the time and groaned. It was late. 1:53 AM. 

But he knew if he didn't finish studying and didn't get 100% on the quiz, his dad would murder him. Literally.

Jason sat up, rubbing his eyes. He was really tired. He'd pulled another all-nighter, the fourth one this week. He picked up his seventh cup of coffee and took a long sip.

He didn't feel much better.

He tried to work a little more, study and read and whatever, but his eyes were too heavy. By 2:30, he passed out from exhaustion.

When he woke up in the morning however, he realized what time it was. 7:13 AM. "Shit, shit, shit!" He cursed under his breath.

Grabbing a clean hoodie and mostly clean jeans, he ran into the bathroom. His life was officially over. After putting on deodorant and brushing his teeth, he flew out the door.

Jason was panicking as he got into his car. It was 7:29 now, which means he'd get to school at about 8:00, and it would take him five minutes to walk to class...

His head still hurt really badly from the night before and he couldn't focus. His eyes were blurry, and he kept seeing black spots in them.

He was so tired.

Jason reached school, hurriedly parked his car, and started running into the school building.

The bell rang, clanging in his ears. Jason groaned, slapping his forehead with his hand. Fuck. He walked faster to his class and knocked on the door.

His teacher opened up, looking incredibly disappointed, because he'd been late four days in a row. He made the walk of shame to his desk, hanging his head.

He sat down in his seat, his eyes watering from exhaustion. They were so heavy, and all he could think about was how comfortable and easy it would be to put his head down and sleep.

But he didn't. This wasn't the first time this had happened. And it certainly wouldn't be the last. He pulled out a pencil from the side of his backpack and rested his head on his chin.

A girl in his class, Hazel, passed out the test papers out to everyone. Jason's head still hurt like hell, and it wouldn't stop pounding. He hadn't had time to pick up coffee today, so now he could barely stay awake.

He knew if he were Percy or Nico, he would skip next period and get some, but if he dared skip class, his father would not be happy.

The material he'd studied yesterday was basically glued in his mind, so the test was easy. He filled out the questions slowly, his hand shaking and eyes threatening to close.

Jason blinked three times fast. He reached for his water bottle to take a sip and maybe clear his mind a bit, but he realized it wasn't there.

He forgot it again. Jason closed his eyes for a second, reprimanding himself. This day was going horribly.

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