I want to you all a story.

292 8 2
                                    

I want to say now, this includes animal loss. I'm not being nice about it.

Littles, do not read.
.
I had a best friend. He was the best thing anyone could ask for.

His name was Monty, and I first met him when I was 4.

I don't remember it, but I remember everything else.

I used to have a mechanical dog toy.  We went to France and I came back to find you, Monty, had eaten it. I was heartbroken.

But I loved you more.

Every memory of mine, you were there.

I remember seeing you race around the garden and leave marks that will forever sit in my memory.

I remember, and miss, going into the living room in a morning and you putting your head on my lap while I watched TV.

I remember the walks.

I remember your seizures.

The first time me and my sibling thought there was a earthquake.  And I swear I have never been more scared in my life then to find out what had happened. I swear my heart never heart more. I swear I didn't cry that much before.

I remember them all. The blood, the being forced out the room, the suddenness of them all.

And I remember in your final months, you never able to sleep so it would be me, my sibling snd my mum sat with you till you did.

I miss that stupid cry. And I would give anything to hear it again. To her the sound of you walking around. To see you again.

I remember March 18 2020 like it was yesterday. I remember being upstairs with my mum and hearing banging. I remember finding you mid-seizure.

I remember the vets being called. I remember calling my friend to be distracted.

I remember being sat at the top of the stairs and being told they didn't have a choice. Your organs were shutting down. It was too late.

I think part of me died that day.

I want to tell you about Monty. But I can't. Because you can't know him unless you met him.

So, as close as you'll ever get to knowing him. Here is a photo of my best friend.

 Here is a photo of my best friend

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

I love you, my Monty. Now and forever.

Dream smp age regression one-shotsWhere stories live. Discover now