He's my Rock 'N' Roll Brother

Chapter 22: Is it really worth it?

*Ashley's P.O.V.*

I sat outside of Brianna's bedroom door last night. I listened to her cry and realized that I have just broken my little princess' heart. I'm a horrible horrible monster. It was a stupid mistake that happened just because I was drunk. I sat there on the floor before I even realized it was morning. Andy has talked to me but he is kinda pissed that I cheated on his little sister. He knows how much this hurt me. Its killing me just hearing Brianna cry herself to sleep. I need to fix this. I want to go into her room and talk to her, but knowing her she needs her space. When I hear the door open I looked up and saw my broken princess. She looked at me for a second and then looked away from me as if I was some stupid monster. Well I really am. I tried to say something but nothing would come out of my mouth. Brianna rolled her eyes and walked right past me. I really have lost her.

*Brianna's P.O.V.*

I wanted to cry when I saw him. He had to have been sitting there all night. The worst part is, his eyes were all red and puffy from crying. I texted Korey and Adam this morning asking them if they wanted to go to the mall so I can take my mind off of things for a bit. When I walked into the kitchen everyone looked at me. I gave them a 'what the fuck are you looking at look?' They all looked away afterwords then heard someone walk towards me and wrap their arms around me tight. It was Andy. I leaned into him, I told him about Korey and Adam coming to pick me up to go to the mall. I grabbed an apple and ate it I then headed upstairs to get ready. I put on my black tank that says school sucks start a band with black ripped up skinny jeans with my black vans. I straighten my brown hair and put on my black veil brides beanie Andy had given me. It was his all black beanie he had worn a lot when he was a kid. Once I was done putting on my mascara I got a text from Adam saying that him and Korey are here. Before I walked out of the house to their car I said bye to everyone in the house yes even Ash. Once I was in the car we were blaring Angel with a Shotgun all the way to the mall.

*At the mall*

Once we were at the mall a few people recognized us. We talked to a few people and even signed some stuff. People asked how Ash and I are and I just told them a lie I mean I love the BVBArmy but I can't tell them crap like that. I just couldn't. There were some WWE fans that came up to Adam since he is Chris Jericho's son then fans of Sixx: A.M. and Motley Crue came up to Korey since he is Nikki Sixx's son. After that we saw Hot Topic we gave each other a look and raced each other into there. I would have won if Adam wouldn't have picked me up and spun me around 50 billion times. Once we spent almost all of our money at Hot Topic we went to the food court. After we ate we headed back home. Once we were at my house the guys dropped me off I grabbed my stuff and said thanks to the guys before going into the house laughing because I could hear Korey and Adam screaming penis in the car as they headed down the street. When I walked in the guys asked me how the mall was I laughed as you could still hear them and said it was fun then went up to my room and started to put my new clothes and jewelry away. Once I was finished there was a knock at my door and when I opened the door my happiness was ripped out of me.

*Ashley's P.O.V.*

I knocked on Brianna's door and when she saw my face you could tell that all the happiness was taken out of her. I looked at her and asked if I could come in she moved aside not even saying a word to me. She closed the door and sat on her couch in her bed. I took a deep breath and said "Look Brianna I know you probably hate me at the moment but please I need you. I love you and I miss you. I know it has only been one day but I miss holding you in my arms. I knew the moment that girl kissed me and I kissed her back I had fucked up big time. Please Brianna we can work this out." All she did was look at me while I had tears in my eyes not knowing if I have lost her for good or not. She looks down at the ground then back at me. When she looked up she had tears in her eyes. I really am a monster. She went to say something then swallowed it back down instead. She got up and I had no clue what to think was she gonna slap me and then apologize or was she gonna walk out on us. I was shaking on her bed I've never been this scared before. She comes close to my face and says "Is it really worth it?". I was so confused by her words. Then she said "Is it really worth fixing us? How do I know you won't cheat again? How can I trust you again?" I felt tears fall as I watched the tears fall from her eyes. "Yes it is really worth fixing us you are the only thing besides being in Black Veil Brides that makes me happy. I promise no I swear on never being able to see you ever again that I will never ever cheat on you I swear on that. You can trust me. I will do anything to keep you and have you again. I will stop drinking and going out to parties and clubs without your permission. I will only drink things that don't have alcohol in them. Please Brianna I need you please. My heart has been shattering with out you. Just seeing your guy friends makes me jealous because I was usually the one to put a smile on your face or make you laugh to where you had to try your best to calm down since you were laughing so hard. I need you it's literally killing me not having you or holding you or kissing you and watching you blush once we break away. I need..." Before I could finish Brianna cut me short. "Ashley its not that simple to fix this in one day. I don't forgive and forget that quickly Ash. You of all people should know that the best. I just don't know if I can.." Before Brianna could finish her lips were on mine. I was on shock and kissed her back before she pulled away. She smiles lightly. "What was that for?" I asked. "Even though you hurt me I will always love you Ashley. Once you fall in love with someone that love for them never goes away. No matter how many times you hurt me Ashley I will always love you." She then sat on top of my legs and put her hands on my cheeks. "Ashley Purdy I'm nothing without you I maybe 15 years old but I know for a fact that you are my prince charming. You want to know how I know that?" I nodded my head yes and she said "Well Ashley Purdy it's because I am madly in love with you." I smiled at her as she leaned in and kissed me. Once we broke apart I saw her blush the way I love. "Well Brianna Biersack your in luck because I am highly madly in love with you too. I also know damn well that you are my princess that I want to spend the rest of my life with." I kissed her again and once we broke away we cuddled up together on her bed. I finally had my princess back the love of my life.